You know that saying that goes something like "don't let your boyfriend keep you from your husband"? well in this case don't let you fiancée keep you from your husband...
Sometimes you think you love someone enough to be with them for the rest of yo...
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They knew what they were doing was wrong but they just couldn't stop each other. They felt as if they needed to be together no matter what. But how long could they sneak around for? How long could they keep this a secret? But most importantly, how long could they stand all of it?
Vanesa (12/26/19) Christmas didn't go as I expected. Somehow I ended up kissing Zabdiel twice that night even though I went detirmend to end things with him. I guess the things that came out of my mouth that night didn't really help either.
What happened during Christmas was now in the past though. Now I'm just worried about what's going to happen next. Zabdiel hasn't clearly said he has forgiven me nor what he wants us to be. We have talked just we haven't talked about that.
Alejandro was currently packing up since he had to leave for California tomorrow.
"Do you need anything else?"
"I don't think so...I'm going to miss you."
"I'm going miss you too, but its your job."
"I know."- Alejandro dropped the shirt he was currently folding and came over to give me a kiss.
After everything that has happened in the last two weeks I can't help but feel bad overtime he kisses me. I feel guilty for everything I've done to him, even if he doesn't know, but I feel more guilty knowing that I enjoyed doing it.
I enjoyed every single one of Zabdiel's kisses and all the talks we've had. I enjoyed feeling his fingers in mine and hearing his voice while he sang to me. Somehow everything we did couldn't compare to anything I've ever done with Alejandro.
Alejandro continued packing and once he was done we decided on watching a movie together since we weren't going to have a moment like this for a while.
About thirty minutes into the movie I got a text...it was Zabdiel.
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Zabdiel🤍 I heard Alejandro won't be here for New Years. Joel told me.
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Of course Joel told him.
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Y como se va mañana tal vez tu y yo podemos hacer algo...?
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I left him on read considering Alejandro was right next to me, however that did sound nice.
I didn't text him back till I got up to go to the bathroom minutes later.
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Nena🦋 that sounds nice, pero luego nos ponemos de acuerdo, si?
Zabdiel🤍 está bien, just don't change your mind okay🥺
