You know that saying that goes something like "don't let your boyfriend keep you from your husband"? well in this case don't let you fiancée keep you from your husband...
Sometimes you think you love someone enough to be with them for the rest of yo...
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They thought that ending things was the best but could they really stay away from each other?
Vanesa (1/30/20) It's been a week, a week since Zabdiel and I fought. A week since he hasn't called or texted, a week since I have heard from him or felt his lips on mine, a week since I've felt empty.
I wanted to be strong and not call him either but everyday that went by it got harder.
Alejandro was leaving today, which for once in the last month made me upset. Not because he was leaving but because this time around I would really be alone.
We didn't talk much during the drive to the airport which made the drive seem so much longer than it really was.
"Te prometo que cuando regrese I'll make it up to you."
"Cuando regreses te volverás a ir en una semana."- Alejandro would be gone for a week and come back for a week before he left once again.
"Lo sé pero té prometo que esa semana te la dedicaré a ti."- I know he meant well by saying that but I also knew that it wasn't true.
Alejandro left minutes later and I walked myself back to the car. This was going to be a long week.
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Vanesa (2/1/20) Alejandro has been gone for two days, two days where I still haven't talk to him. I was growing impatient, I couldn't bare not knowing what was going on with him or how he was. I just needed to see him.
20 minutes later
I'm outside his door. I've been here for five minutes trying to gain the courage to knock or just leave but I haven't done either. I've just stood here.
After another five minutes I decided I should just leave but that's when I heard my name being called...by him.
"Vanesa? Que haces aquí?"
"Yo...yo vine a-"- I didn't know what to say but I was also mentally slapping myself because he wasn't even home
He just stood there waiting for an answer.
"Sabes que yo no se pero creo que es mejor que me va-"- as I was walking away I felt him grab my hand
"Te eh extrañando."
"Yo...yo también."- we both just looked at each other, we didn't move at all, we just stayed there looking at each other
