You know that saying that goes something like "don't let your boyfriend keep you from your husband"? well in this case don't let you fiancée keep you from your husband...
Sometimes you think you love someone enough to be with them for the rest of yo...
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She had decisions to make and not much time to make them. She was starting to feel the pressure of sneaking around. Maybe this isn't what she wanted.
Vanesa (3/1/20) I was on my way to the dress appointment at the moment. I honestly didn't want to go, I already knew there was a ninety-nine percent chance that I wouldn't find the dress.
I got to the place not long after, it was beautiful and had so many dresses. They all looked beautiful, maybe I could find something.
Not long ago Alejandro and I finally agreed on the venue. We would get married in a chapel like our parents suggested and would have our reception at a park close by. We both decided it would be best for the both of us and the guest.
1 hour later
It had been one hour and I've tried on four dresses on. They were all beautiful but not what I wanted. I had decided this was the last dress I was going to try on. The dress lady had actually picked it out for me so I have no idea what it looks like.
She entered the room and showed me this simple but beautiful dress. It wasn't very traditional but it was still very wedding like.
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I actually really liked this one. This one gave me hope. I put it on and it didn't just feel like a dress but it also didn't feel perfect. However it was the first dress I actually saw me walking down the aisle in. I think this is the dress.
a few days later
Vanesa (3/6/20) I had chosen the dress, I know that I should've probably waited for that feeling everyone talks about getting when finding their dress but were only six months away from the wedding and it was such to stressful.
Alejandro came back from his last business trip yesterday, therefore I haven't seen or heard from Zabdiel since yesterday morning. I missed him but Alejandro was home.
1 week later
Vanesa (3/13/20) It has been one week since I last saw Zabdiel. Alejandro had been home all week since he had a vacation from work due to the early business trip he had taken earlier in February. He was going back on Monday which was good for Zabdiel and I. We have talked every now and then but it's been really hard with Alejandro at home all day.
