𝘼𝙛𝙛𝙖𝙞𝙧-𝑧.𝑑.𝑗

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After everything that has happened in their live's do they still feel comfortable with their so called relationship status?

1 month later

Vanesa (1/22/20)
It's been one month. One month since Zabdiel and I first met, one month since we kissed, one month since I cheated, one month since everything just changed.

New Years was hard, I didn't know what to do and as much as I wanted to spend the day with with Zabdiel I knew I couldn't because of friends. He did end up inviting me to go with spend New Years with him but I knew I couldn't do that because it would be weird for a lot of people.

In this month I've come to realize that Zabdiel and Alejandro had a lot of common friends. Which makes me amazed that Zabdiel and I didn't meet sooner.

Since Alejandro came back and the holidays were over we decided to focus more on the wedding. We decided on cuisine which would be a mix of both our cultures. Still we can't decided on a venue.

When we got engaged my parents suggested we get married by a priest in a church and not have a civil marriage.

I still haven't decided on a dress which also makes things really stressful. Especially since Alejandro gifted me one. But isn't bad luck if the broom sees the dress before the wedding?

Alejandro doesn't have any more business trips scheduled till February so Zabdiel and I have been sneaking around to see each other. It hasn't been that difficult considering Alejandro is at work till around six. However when Zabdiel went back to school it became more difficult to see each other.

I take online classes because the classroom set up just isn't for me. But if I'm being honest I don't even want to do that either. Since I was little one of my biggest dreams was to become a photographer, which is what I'm majoring in but the work is still very difficult as stressful. Considering I'm also planning a wedding has made me want to not even take any classes. Just thinking about it makes me stressed.

Alejandro worked late today so I took it as an opportunity to call Zabdiel and maybe we could hangout. He usually didn't have classes after one on Wednesday's so it was perfect.

He picked up after the second ring telling me that he was probably not busy.

"Hola nena. Cómo estás?"

"Bien. Oye Zabdiel...no crees que hoy podríamos hacer algo? No se tal vez puedo pas por tu casa y-"

"Me parece buena idea."- he responded as he laughed. He is truly adorable at times.

"Pero tal vez podría yo ir a tu apartamento. Es que voy saliendo de la escuela y no se seria mas conveniente."

"Estas seguro? Yo no tengo ningún problema pero no se tu si quieras venir hasta qui pero si tú quieres por mi no hay ningún problema-"