You know that saying that goes something like "don't let your boyfriend keep you from your husband"? well in this case don't let you fiancée keep you from your husband...
Sometimes you think you love someone enough to be with them for the rest of yo...
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She had to figure out what she was going to do now, how will she figure it out? How will her relationships be affected?
Vanesa (8/22/20) It's been over a week where I have been staying with Zabdiel. We haven't talked about this situation but I don't want him to think I just want to invade his space. However I wouldn't mind staying with him, in the past week I've felt more at home then I ever did with Alejandro.
Today I was planning on going to go get my stuff, I don't know where I'm going to keep them but I think it's time I go the remainder of my things as well as my car.
I woke up before Zabdiel for the first time in this entire week.
I don't think he's been getting enough sleep and I don't understand why. He has been asking me if I loved him and asking for reassurance a lot these days making me think that's what keeping him up at night.
And this upsets me because I love him, I really do and I never want him to think I don't.
He's the only reason I left Alejandro and if it weren't for him I would've married someone I didn't love enough to spend the rest of my life with.
I love him too much to ever think about leaving him and I want him to know that, I just don't know how to show him.
I kissed his cheek before leaving his embrace to go get changed.
Once I was done I went to check if Zabdiel was up yet, he wasn't. I didn't want to wake him up so I wrote him a little note telling him where I was going, however I realized that if I took his car I wouldn't be able to bring my car with me so I let him know I was taking an uber.
I left the note on the nightstand and gave him one more kiss before leaving.
This is when I started to get nervous.
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Zabdiel (8/22/20) I woke up with an empty feeling in between my arms. She wasn't there.
I slowly got up hoping she'd be in the kitchen, nothing. I looked in the bathroom and nothing there either, I went back to my room and I a little piece of paper folded on the night stand.
The first time I read it I smiled only paying attention to the fact that she had left me a little note, not paying attention to anything but the little kiss on the side of the paper.
The second time I read it I grew nervous, what if he makes her change her mind? What if she thinks she made the wrong decision? His words from the day before rushing back.
Mira la verdad yo solo espero que no te haga lo mismo pero no se tal vez ella nuca vaya a cambiar.
I know she wouldn't do that to me, but that doesn't mean I have to trust Alejandro.
