HBE - Chapter 4

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[A/N Thank you for your nice comments! For last chapter we managed 12 votes, do you think we could manage 13 for this one? Btw, sorry it took so long I had a massive writer's  block! D: Still, Enjoy!]

Chapter 4 - That's called cheating, Dr. Cullen

Melody POV

"LET ME PASS!!" I screamed, pushing a few nurses out of the way.

"Ma'am it is strictly forbidden for you to.."

"I DON'T FREAKING CARE! LET ME PASS OR I'LL KILL ALL OF YOU!" I screamed, I didn't care if Carlisle got to know I was a vampire. If I needed to kill this whole town, I would do it just to see Rachel. She was dead, and I couldn't, wouldn't believe it. I wanted to see her, to hear her heart and soft breathing, even if it was the last thing I'd do, I'd do it. When I thought I'd have to kill all the nurses, an angelic voice coming to help me.

"Let her pass." Said Carlisle calmly. God, so sexy, sooooo sexy!

"Oh, dr. Cullen, of course, sir. Right away!" The nurses went out of the way but before I could thank Carlisle he ran past me, his doctors coat flying behind him. What the heck? I was so confused, where was he going?

Then I saw it: to the mortuary. I ran after him but kept a great deal of distance between us to keep myself from being noticed. When he entered the mortuary, I peeked trough the key hole and held my breath.

"Shit!" Carlisle screamed. Wow, I had never heard or seen him lose control like that. He banged his fist on the table-like thing that.. that Rachel was laying on. He pulled his own hair and lay his head down.

"Dr. Cullen? Everything alright?" I asked, slowly walking inside. Gah, such a dumb question, obviously he was NOT alright.

"M-Melody?" he stuttered, funny, I'd never heard a vampire stutter. "I can't believe I let her die, I'm so sorry."

"I don't understand it, Carlisle, you see people die everyday, what is so special about this certain girl? Of course she is special to me but what is she to you?" I wondered. What was he getting all depressed for anyway? He walked over to me, looking me in the eyes sternly.

"Because I have kids myself and I wouldn't know what to do when one of them died." He said, still keeping eye contact. Stop looking at me with those golden eyes or I'll melt!! "And because, she means so much to you." He said, putting a hand on my neck. My breathing quickened, was he doing what I thought he was? He slowly bent forward and softly, yet very passionately pressed his lips against mine. He knew he shouldn't have done that, and most of all knew he shouldn't have wanted to do that. He let go quickly and left my lips stone-cold, lonely. As if on cue, I heart the tiny beating of a wounded heart, and Carlisle heard it too. When he turned around in Rachel's direction I decided to play dumb.

"What is it?" I asked, "Did I do something wrong?" Carlisle shook his head violently.

"No I did, just now." He bent closer to Rachel and put his ear to her chest. "I hear her heart, she is living. She is alive, Mel!" He said happily, turning towards me with a huge smile, showing all of his perfect teeth. He carried her to a hospital bed and whispered in her ear softly, "Rachel, can you hear me?". His voice would've woken me up anytime. Though I don't sleep anymore..

"Dad?" Rachel asked. Carlisle's face lightened up noticeably, even though that line wasn't meant for him.

"It's not your dad, it's Dr. Cullen, do you feel OK?" he asked, still whispering to prevent overwhelming Rachel too much, I assumed.

"Dokterr Cawllen? Who are you?" She muttered, still keeping her eyes closed. "Ow, my stomach, it hurts!" she cried out, moving her body in all sorts of directions to get the pain away. I looked at her, silent and stunned by the pain she was in.

"Melody, please stay with her, I need to get her some painkillers. You need to try to calm her, to soothe her." Carlisle said, and ran away. I had no idea how to soothe her so I just sat beside her, and put my cold hand against her hot head: she obviously had a fever and this might help. I bent down like Carlisle had to whisper to her.

"Hey Rach," I whispered, tracing her hot face with my cold finger, slowing her down her racing heart immediately, "It's OK now, but I was so worried before. Your heart stopped beating.. and I was so afraid." I started sobbing.

"My hawrt stawpped beating?" Her voice still sounded weak. "Mel, is that you?"

"Yes, Rach, you remember you were driving my car? Well you kind off crashed into a truck. You're in the hospital and the doctor's getting painkillers for you."

"Yes, I- I remember now. Melody I'm so sorry the car must've been so expensive!" She cried. I chuckled.

"Rachel, that car meant nothing to me compared to you, I'm so glad you're OK." I moved some hair out of her face. She grunted. "Well, semi-OK." I smiled. Then Carlisle came in with painkillers. "Dr. Cullen will take care of you now." I moved so Carlisle could give her her medicine, clean her wounds, give her food, etc.

Later that day, her parents finally arrived so I went home, finishing some schoolwork and cleaning myself. I was so relieved Rachel was OK, but I had a lot of thinking to do about a certain doctor..

Carlisle POV

I couldn't really believe myself. I'd kissed a 17 years old human girl. In a mortuary, no less. It was incredible wrong, and I hated myself. I kept blaming Melody for making me hold her and for being so mysterious and charming, but this was really my problem and I had to deal with it, and solve it. I'd have to talk to her, telling her there was nothing between us, I had to talk to my family, to tell what'd happened, how embarrassing it might be and worst of all I'd have to talk to Esme. I'd cheated on her. I really had. The difference was that I loved Esme and I didn't love Melody. She just had this interesting tone about her which truly enchanted me.

I slowly opened the door to find my family sitting ready for my story. Alice.. She made a face at me, knowing what I was about to say. "Good luck" she mouthed. I nodded at her. I could feel a lump rising in my throat as I walked in. Esme looked at me with a worried expression, and I felt guilt wash over me. Our eyes locked and she read my expression, did she think something was wrong with me? Again, a pang of fresh guilt.

"Well, Carlisle, out with it." Emmett said. I inhaled sharply, mainly smelling Nessie's blood but if I ignored that scent I could clearly smell Esme, wonderful Esme. I sat down between Edward and Alice, who both probably already knew what exactly was going on, and started.

"I.. I.." I almost couldn't continue but I knew I had to spit it out. Edward sighed and looked at the table, Alice looked at me with a hurt expression on her face.. I'm sorry, my family. "I kissed a human girl." I finally blurted out. I knew they would be shocked but what happened, I really didn't expect this. I heard the table crack under Emmett's hands, Rosalie walked to the window, staring out. Alice and Edward both looked at the table, knowing this would be coming and Jasper shook his head disapprovingly. Nessie sat on Bella's lap and both of them stared at me. I was mostly hurt by Esme's reaction: she ran away. She hadn't expected this. She'd expected to hear something was wrong with someone, and she could comfort me, but now she was the one hurt. After a mere second I started running after her, as I heard my family bombarding me with questions. I didn't answer them, I just wanted my Esme.

And I would get what I wanted, no matter what.

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[A/N READ PLOX! :D Geez this took me ages! I'm having such a writer's block! But good news for you guys: My sister is drawing me a cover with Melody & Carlisle on the front. Yay! I hope I can get more than 12 votes on this one. Thx you guys if you vote and please comment on what you think! Thanks!]

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