Harley Winchester - Season 1- Supernatural Rewrite

Bloody Mary

"Doltan stop!"

I yelled giggling at the boy.

"I didn't do anything Harley!"

"Yes you did, you threw popcorn!"

"You have no proof Quinn."

I looked up at him and narrowed my eyes. Doltan was a boy I saved on a lone hunt. He was the same age as me and had a horrible back story, like myself. I never believed in love at first site until I meet him. Dean would call me everyday, worrying his ass off because this case was 'taking longer than I expected' but really it was a 3 day case, I had just spent four weeks with Doltan. I knew eventually I would have to leave and today was the day. I know 4 weeks isn't anything, especially not enough time to fall in love, but it happened to me. I don't know if it's because it's the first time meeting some boy that I actually liked or just because I was desperate for this kind of attention.

I turned my whole body towards him. He saw the sorrow in my eyes. Believe me, I want him to come with me, but that is too dangerous. He is not a hunter, I am.

"Doltan, I won't see you after this, ever again."

He looked down at me, tears already brimming his eyes.

"No, no Quinn come on, I can go with you, I'll follow you, I'll hit the road with you and your brothers."

I loved it when he used that nickname. Quinn.

"No Doltan."

"Harley plea-"

I didn't want to say it because it wasn't true, but if I was going to leave and have him safe, I had to.

"NO Doltan, I never loved you, you were just a fling, a one night stand, nothing."

I looked up at him with tears and a tightend jaw.

"You don't mean that Winchester."

"Yes, I do."

I got up, grabbed my leather jacket and ran out the door to the car I hot wired and stole. I drove off as he was standing on his porch staring me down.

The next day I got a phone call. He was dead. He killed himself. With a note saying "You were the only one left". I believed it was my fault. It is my fault. I have nightmares about that night. He would yell at me in them. Just like right now.

"IT WAS YOUR FAULT HARLEY WINCHESTER, IT IS YOUR FAULT I'M DEAD!"

"Babe, Babe!"

I snapped awake to see Dean's hand on my lap and Sam drenched with his own sweat. He probably had a nightmare too. Neither of my brothers knew about Doltan.

"I take it I was having a nightmare?" Sam and I said in unison staring at our older brother.

"Yeah, another one, Bean this has been your first in a while."

"Hey at least I got some sleep." Sammy tried to defend.

"You know, sooner or later, we're gonna have to talk about this." Dean admitted.

"Are we here?" I asked saving Sam's ass.

"Yup, welcome to Toledo, Ohio."

Sam pulled out the newspaper and looked at what we think our next case is.