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| Milan |
My feet dangled off the edge of the bed as I waited for the lady to show my baby sex on the ultra-sound. Chris was standing nearby looking more anxious than me.
A few weeks ago I hit five months and now we're finding out if it's a girl or boy. I really want a girl. That way I can dress her up and make sure she doesn't follow in my footsteps. There's a lot of things that I regret but I don't want to change that because I would've probably never met Chris.
This lady was taking her time though because she knew how long we've been waiting for this. A smile spread across her face as she showed us. Chris burst out laughing as I sat there with a disappointed look on my face.
It's fine though because I didn't mind having a little Chris JR running around here.
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"What did you say you were going to do now?" I asked as Chris and I drove away from the place.
"Um, I don't remember," he replied. "One of us have told our parents but one of us haven't."
Chris chuckled. "She's at work right now but I promise to let her know once she gets home, a'ight?"
"A'ight," I imitated him. He smiled, holding onto my hand.
I decided to go home and get some rest because I needed it.
Once Chris dropped me off I rested under my covers, just thinking. 4 more months and I'll be a mommy. Wow! That never fails to amaze me. For 5 months I've been carrying something so precious. That butterfly feeling went through my stomach and I smiled at how much my son moved now. Hopefully, he comes out easy because I have a low tolerance for pain.
My phone vibrated in my purse but I just wanted to enjoy my time alone. Once it continued I finally picked up, noticing Blaze's number.
"Where you at?" He asked.
"Asleep, why?"
"Can I come over? "
"No, I'm sleeping," I replied. He sighed. "Milan, please just listen to me."
"Why? You stress me out too much," I replied. "I stress you out? Ha, all right." The line went dead and I sat my phone back down. Blaze continued calling so I turned my phone off.
Just seeing these city lights from Key's room made me think about how ready I am to welcome CJ into all of this. Right now things weren't the best but I have my son, my friends, and my baby's father. I loved and appreciated them all for helping me out for these long 5 months, and I'm ready to get this last 4 over with.
"Hey, Antonio and me are going to the outlets. We'll be back later on and I'll buy my godson something." Key smiled. She was more excited than I was about this whole thing.
"Thank you."
She left out, leaving me to think about so many things. Sometimes I think about how my parents are doing or if they ever think about me. I'm paranoid and being alone right now wasn't helping, so I called Chris.
"Hello?"
"Come over, please."
"Why? You miss thi--" "Hurry," I cut him off, laughing. Chris chuckled. "OK."
There was a knock at the door and I know it was too soon for it to be Chris but I still answered. No suprise that it was Blaze. The person I'm really not in the mood to argue with right now.
