Hinata looked at Kageyama, seeing that he was watching yet another volleyball video. Even now he watched them. The ginger sighed and started to mess with his hands.
Kageyama looked over and noticed. He grabbed one of his hands and squeezed it lightly. "You're not a setter. What the hell are you doing?"
Hinata laughed. "Sorry."
"Are you okay?"
Hinata nodded. "I'm okay."
"You're bad at lying."
"Oh hush I'm not lying." Hinata pushed Kageyama's shoulder gently.
Kageyama paused his video and sat up. "Alright. What's wrong?"
"I'm… uh…"
"Let me guess, you want me to kiss you?"
"I actually want to do a bit more than kissing." He whispered.
"Hm? I have no idea what the hell that means."
"Ah crap okay." Hinata paused. This was a big step. The last time anything like this happened he'd gotten hurt. So hurt he'd almost died. And that was terrifying.
"Shoyo."
"Hm?"
"Explain what you mean. I'm not going to judge you unless it's some dumbass thing."
"Um…" Hinata's eyes watered. What if Kageyama just said no? What if he refused? He wouldn't be mad at Kageyama of course but it was really scary for him. "P-please don't get mad…"
"I won't." Kageyama kissed Hinata's hair. "Are you crying?"
"Kinda?"
"Hm."
"O-okay." Hinata took a deep breath. Now or never right? "I really, really want to see if I can have sex. You don't have to say yes but I just want to see…"
Kageyama's eyes widened. This wasn't the first time he'd been asked if he could try this. They never got farther than touching. It was worth another try, no matter how many times. He had to be patient. "Okay."
"Okay?"
"Yeah. I'll be right back." Kageyama kissed Hinata gently and went into the bathroom. "HEY YOU CLEANED YOURSELF, RIGHT?"
"Yes I cleaned myself!"
"Thank God." Kageyama mumbled. He opened the cabinet and took out two condoms. "Alright. Be gentle." He walked back into the bedroom and saw Hinata sitting on the bed, shirt off. "Hinata?"
"Hm?"
"Do you feel okay?"
"Mhm. I'm a little nervous." Hinata smiled. "I'm excited though. I really think it's going to work this time."
"Alright." Kageyama sat directly in front of him and held his hands. "You can trust me."
"I know. Even if we can't do it tonight, you won't be mad, right?"
"No I won't. I don't love you because of your body."
"Promise?" Hinata whispered.
Kageyama tapped his knee and smiled. "I promise."
"Okay." Hinata sighed. He looked up and smiled gently, tapping Kageyama's hand. "Who's making the first move?"
"Well that's up to you."
"This is hard Tobio. Why are you being so mean?"
"I'm not trying to." Kageyama mumbled. He eased his lips onto Hinata's, holding his cheek. Hinata tensed slightly before relaxing, pressing back. He wrapped an arm around Kageyama's neck after a few kisses, feeling his face warm up. "Careful…"
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ᴛᴀᴘꜱ ~ ᴋᴀɢᴇʜɪɴᴀ
FanfictionAfter a tournament, Hinata seems off. It's not too noticeable, just subtle things that almost every person does. Until he starts to avoid any type of touch, including the friendly ones of his own team captain. Everyone dismisses it as a new found t...