Wake Me Up Inside, Bring Me Back to Life. (Frerard Fanfiction)

Chapter 11

Frank’s P.O.V~

Gerard and I hurried to get dressed for school. He didn’t have any clothes, so I let him wear mine, a tight black v neck shirt and a pair of black skinny jeans. It kinda turned me on when I saw how good it looked on him rather than me. “How do I look Frankie?” Gerard asked with a joking smile. I blushed a little and said “A-Amazing…Better than I would look in it…” He laughed and said “Thank you, but you know DAMN WELL you would look good in ANYTHING you put on. Don’t be so hard on yourself.” I blushed harder, trying to hide the growing smile on my face, but knowing that that was impossible. He walked over and looked down at me smiling, “you’re too cute Frankie…I’mma go downstairs and warm up the car. Promise me you’ll be out there in a little while?” I nodded and said “watch out for my mom, She’s going to try and talk to you.” He turned around and left the room smiling.

I couldn’t get that premonition dream thing out of my head, it was forever stuck circling in my mind. I mean I never had a premonition dream it was kinda strange. And the message it was sending me was strange also…I mean I barely remembered it, and what it was really about at the end. all I remember was the horrifying screaming that filed my heart up with pain.

I walked to the kitchen and saw through the window that my mom was outside talking to Gerard while he was starting his car, Gerard looked at her with disgust and hate, but I could tell he was giving her the most upright and best respect a young man can give to an adult. I wonder what she was telling him, how horrible of a person I was or how stupid I am. My god I hope not, Gerard is the best thing that has happened to me in a very long time, she will not mess this up for me.

I quickly ran outside and got in the passenger seat of Gerard’s truck. “Franklin, how come you never told me about this handsome and lovely young man? I mean he is so adorable and nice, way can’t you be more like him?” she said to me, gripping her temples with her fingers and walking away from the truck. I rolled my eyes and turned to Gerard, and said “What did she say to you???” he began pulling out of the driveway “Nothing really, we just talked about uh well me…” I smiled and said quietly “Oh…Okay” we drove in quiet to the school, not once talking about last night.

~Two weeks later~

Gerard and I have become closer, it’s almost like we are dating (I wish) He waits for me everywhere, and he offers to carry my things and hold my hand. Oh god why is he so perfect? Last night he kissed my cheek again, and my cheek still stings from the attraction and love. For the first time in my life, I actually feel loved.

I waited for him outside the lunchroom; Mikey and Ray were standing next to me talking about heaven knows what; I really didn’t care at this point. I was actually kind of worried, Gerard was late to lunch…yeah maybe I’m OVERREACTING just a little bit, but I don’t know, something doesn’t feel right. And Gerard never is 19 minutes late from lunch I mean come on…its lunch, we only get 30 minutes of it out of the whole 8 hours of school.

I shook my head when my watch read 25 minutes past and turned to Mikey and Ray, who of course were sitting down on the ground listening to music together…Yeah I swear if I didn’t know better, I probably would have thought they were dating. “Ray, I’m going to go find Gerard okay?” I said to him. “He looked up at me surprised and said “Oh okay, don’t worry Frank I’m sure he is fine.” I nodded and put my hand on the door knob, only open the door into yet another premonition.

The room spinned from underneath me, I couldn’t see or hear anything, everything was literally peaceful…that’s when I heard them. The 100 voices that usually scream at me, that tells me I’m worthless and stupid. The voices that sound a lot like Malik, my mother and father, and other people I disappointed in the past. I feel to my knees and closed my eyes begging for help. Hoping for someone to save me from my demons, that’s when it all got quiet and I could only hear one voice… “Help me…Help me Frankie please” the spinning room turned in to the hallway, I saw Gerard standing alone, and reading when he looked up and he heard a noise like a clanking noise…

That’s when the vision got cut off and I was back in the lunchroom. Everyone was staring at me as if I have gone crazy, Mikey and Ray were standing above me confused “You okay brah?” they said to me in sync. I got up on two feet and ran to the hallway, looking for Gerard. I looked everywhere but I couldn’t find him. Disappointed, I turned around…that’s when I heard his call to me…

“Help Me!!! Please” I heard in the men’s bathroom. I ran in there and found Gerard beaten to a pulp, he was bleeding everywhere and there were tears…in his eyes. It pissed me off to see him cry like that I just can’t believe it. Anger ran through my body. I ran by his side and held his head up. Kissing his bruises softly “Who did this to you huh? WHO THE FUCK DID THIS?” He opened his eyes and said “Malik…How did you know? How did you find me?” I helped him up and sent him to the nurse. “Don’t worry Gerard, I’ll make sure Malik don’t get away with this, he will pay” He grabbed my arm and pulled me back “frank? “ I snatched my arm from him and walked away.