Twilight: Blood Moon

Distant Figure

NOTE:
(italics are representing thoughts/ past events if you haven't already guessed that)
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A cold embrace wrapped itself around my legs. Feeling it on back through my shoulder. Familiar, it felt familiar.
"Ok just calm down Edward" he mumbled.
"just like Carlisle taught me"
That voice,my eyes opened gradually in disbelief. My father stood over me with worried look.
"Dad?" he looked up at me, and I did the same. We had nothing to say to each other. Yet, I wrapped my arm around him in a hug,but pulled away quickly knowing he was uncomfortable.

He then put me down gently, smiled a shy smile,but frowned as he noticed my arm.
"what happened to your arm," he sputtered out.I noticed his sudden change of mood but didn't say anything. This wasn't even the worst of it yet,
I'd be in even bigger trouble once he figures out I-
My thoughts stopped, as I noticed his stare.
"Figure out what" he said in a very serious tone.
"get out of my head dad" I shook my head. I hasn't called him dad in a while, he absolutely hated it.

"Figure out what" he said
I looked away unsure of what to say.

"and don't call me-" he hesitated, sighed, and stopped.

He zoomed through a room coming back instantly. I adjusted myself on the couch,when he came back. I noticed the blood the stained the couch,just as he came back with a needle.

"your not gonna stick that in my arm are you" I doubted.

"just hold on to this," he said moving the pillow closer to me,

"I'm gonna be right back alright stay," he paused,picked up the phone. "here"

"Carlisle do you have any numbing drugs for um," "wounds" he mumbled. "Yea I have some here whats wrong, do you need my help" the voice called back," need to see if Carlisle has any numbing for your arm alright" he said, as he took off.

The room felt so quiet .My father wasn't comfortable being all alone tonight neither with having me here.

I was so ready for this night to be over. He came back again and kneeled down back next to me.

"do you know what you're doing?" i said giving his an unsure look. He just nodded as he focused on my arm. "good thinking with tying it up like that" he pointed to my flannel tied to my arm.

"I learned a little bit from grandpa" I shrugged.

Silence passed by, I clenched my teeth the whole time, hiding away from the pain and then he finished.

His face calmed as he stood,but when back to the same stern look he had before.
"How did you get here?" "Was it Jacob," his voice broke.
"Did he do this" he said holding my arm, as his voice became all shaky
I shook my head.

I can't even think anything without him noticing.

"Exactly, so I'd be easier if you just told me" his grumpy voice called.
"I left Jacobs, and I made my way here" I said.
He thought for a moment, but it was unusual because I expected him to be upset with me.

"that stupid kid" he said,looking out the window.

so he's not mad at me I said stupidly in my head knowing i could've been wrong.

"no, I am" he said looking back at me

"we discussed how dangerous it is if you were with us or on your own for that matter,"

"I know but I-

"course you didn't listen" he interrupted me. We both sat in silence.

My face and my shoulders dropped, I expected this to happen yet I turned my head in the opposite direction. I loved my father before, the short about of time we had together before they fully decided to let me live with Jacob, he taught me how to play a bit of the piano, showed me genres of music from all different decades. Made me feel like he didn't despite me as much. Perhaps, less than he did before I was born

Yeah I unforunalty heard every part of that conversation

"you won't, your gonna have a part of me, he'll need you"

"do you honestly that - I could love it or even tolerate it if it killed you"

"its not his fault you have to accept what is-"

"Cause you've given me no choice"

"Bella we're suppose to be partners remember, but you decided this on your own, you've decided to leave me"

"I don't see it that way"

"Well I have no other way to see it"

"cause its me who will lose you and I don't choose that"

"i don't choose that"