asters 🌸 | huang renjun.

🌷 twelve ; like him?

"i want to be like you, you're so perfect" she told me as she stood up.

"I'll go home now" wait, what's that supposed to mean? i grab her by her wrist.

"can't you just stay with me?, I'm afraid she might hurt you again, you can rest in our guest room" i asked her, hoping that she might agree to my offer

"no renjun, if she finds this out, she'll tell everyone about me, ‘spending a night with a boy’ " she refused to stay.

"then, I'll walk you to hana's place you can sleepover there, you can tell your mom through the phone"

"no need, giny will be home at night, I'll lock myself in my room, don't worry"

why can't you just listen to me?

she went home,

but i called hana and told her everything.. I'm sorry but i had to.

"what an evil sister" she clenched her teeth.

"both of our parents are away because of business trip, she also said her sister will be back at night so uh ...

"what is it renjun?

"i got a plan"

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i heard the door bell ring,why does giny came back so early today? i thought to myself but to my surprise it was hana.

"naraaa babyyy" she hugged me and she carried a huge bag with chips.

"I'm gonna sleepover!" okay this messed up.

"let's go to my room" i pulled her over to my room,

" I brought my clothes and toothbrush bub!" she said again.

i heard giny shouting after half an hour of talking with hana, i went back downstairs and opened the door for her.

"what took you so long bookworm?!" she shouted at me. I didn't answer and went back to my room, but she was following me,

I didn't see hana..where is she? the bathroom is opened and is empty.

"apologize! you ill-mannered worm!" she yelled as she grab me by my hair.

"ahh sorry eonnie, it's my fault" i apologized, i wouldn't, if it was any other days but i wanna search for hana and I'm too tired for this shit.(a/n,this is the first time she used such words, angel nara marry me😔ehe)

"more like it!" she laughed like an evil witch while slapping my back hardly, that hurts a lot,

yesterday, she beat me with her umbrella... I can't even breathe properly due to the pain.

she went out of my room.

i locked the door, "hana? where are you?" she came out from my closet as she hugged me tightly.

"I'm so sorry" she told me as her tears flowed endlessly."it's okay, it's not your fault"

we ate some of the things she had bought and after that,

she treated my wounds.

we cleaned ourselves up and went to sleep.

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it was an early morning and hana decided to dress up first and went out before my sister woke up.

she waited for me outside.

i walked outside and saw hana,and a smiley renjun.

kang nara..why did you tell him.. you're just making yourself weak infront of a boy you have barely known. I bend my head and walk with them.

"good morning nara~" he greeted while bumping his shoulder lightly at mine.

how impolite of me to not even smile at his greeting.

i tried, and it's hard, too hard for me to even fake a smile.

renjun was sticking around with me the whole day, he sit with me during classes because there was an empty seat next to me, it's my cousin's seat, kim miso, she had some tournament for taekwondo, she's a good fighter, very strong and that's why i was safer when she's around.

as much as many people find me rude, i love being like this, only people who truly cares for me are around me..no fake people at all, back then, when i was in a relationship with kai, i had many friends but in the end,only hana is by my side.

hana is hated by them because of her bubbly personality, plus, they were jealous because she and jaemin are dating. as i mentioned before, she's the only girl jaemin had asked out. me,hana,jenny and youra were friends, but youra loves na jaemin so much that she was blinded by it.

she had some minions with her as she was pretty rich.and jenny still followed her, sometimes she look at me with guilt, i know it cause we were friends.

it was lunch time and renjun still followed me and he sits with me and hana. i notice how he and hana are getting closer, hana had always talk to me about giving renjun a chance, while I'm pretty sure he don't really like me, he's just confused, or, he's just pitying me.

he walk me home once again, he was carrying my bag, as much as i don't want him to do it, he insisted. kai never did this before,i somehow like renjun's presence and how he treated me.

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yoOoo guess what the plan is :'D I'm not an expert at this 🖐️💔