• Luke •
"I promise I'm fine, alright?" I wrapped my arms round Michael, a sudden burst of confidence when he hugged me back. I liked the small moments of body contact we had but this time it was rudely interrupted by my phone ringing.
"Fucks sake," Michael breathed, the words barely audible but it still made me smile to myself as I grabbed my phone because it had interrupted our cuddling.
"Hello?" I spoke into the phone without checking who it was.
"Hi Luke it's Macy," she said from the other end, "are you free? I have an amazing idea..."
"I'm kind of with Michael right now," I said, putting emphasis on Michael so she would get the point, "but I'll be round later, okay?"
"Alright," she giggled, "have fun... but not too much fun..."
"Shut up," I blushed crimson, begging my mind not to wander what kind of fun Michael and I could potentially have.... if he wasn't... well... straight.
"Okay bye Luke," Macy giggled before hanging up.
"Sorry that was uh... my friend Macy," I chuckled before crawling back over to Michael. Michael shifted awkwardly, avoiding my train of vision, "you okay?" I mumbled softly.
"Yeah," he smiled weakly and I frowned.
"Alright," I said unsurely, but I didn't want to push it so instead I sat down next to him on the sofa.
"I uh... I should probably get going, Luke," Michael mumbled, standing up and walking towards the door.
"O-oh okay," I cleared my throat and walked with him to the door. He smiled faintly at me and then waved before leaving me confused by the door.
What did I do? Why is he mad at me? Why do I always have to fuck stuff up?
I stumbled back inside my house, blinded by the tears that were already forming as I tried to find them.
(A/N umm may be triggering so if it is then just skip until I say potatoes)
I staggered upstairs and dropped to my knees as I opened the bottom drawer, finally holding the cold metal in my hands. I gasped for air as I stared at myself in the mirror, making the cuts.
(A/N potatoes)
I cried for a little while longer and then decided that I needed to man up.
So what did I do? I went to Macy's house wearing my pink converse and flower crown, obviously.
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A/N I just want to make them have a hot makeout session but then I realise I can't do that yet bc of the plot
I hate myself lol
~Teddy
