A/N idk why I wrote this but...
•Luke•
"Luke," Michael moaned as I sucked him o-
"Shit," I woke up from my dream. Then I realised what I'd been dreaming about. Then I realised who, then where I was, then who I was lying next to and where and also how I had woken up with a very obvious hard-on and I didn't know what to do about it. It was dark due to Michael and I falling asleep again because, well, he was ill and I found that sleeping with my boyfriend's body clinging to me was a great way to peacefully sleep without nightmares. Michael was still asleep, thank god, as I decided to take a cold shower
•Michael•
Waking up to see a moaning mess of a boyfriend lying next to me while he dreamt was a pretty weird way to wake up but also a very, very good way to wake up too. I pretended to be asleep when he finally came-to, sitting up and looking startled as I closed my eyes.
"Shit," I heard him whisper, listening to the ruffling of the sheets. He was about to get out of bed when I opened my eyes.
"Luke," I giggled, "did you have a little dream?" I teased, sitting up in the bed with a little cough. I still felt a little ill but my cold had miraculously improved since Luke had been here.
"Oh god," he groaned in embarrassment, covering his face with his hands. He had sweat on his forehead and his hair was all stuck to it, making me glad I was sat down because otherwise I would have definitely collapsed.
"Do you want some help?" I giggled, gesturing to his crotch.
"No, I'm gonna have a cold shower," he mumbled before hurrying into the bathroom before I could protest.
I soon began wondering if I'd actually upset him, wondering why he'd so quickly refused me if moments before he was dreaming about us. I began to get worried as I patiently waited for him to finish having a cold shower, shivering at the thought. My head was hurting a little from my cold but other than that, due to Luke making me take painkillers and medicine, I was feeling a little brighter and it was only 10pm.
"I'm done," Luke mumbled, unlocking the door and stepping out fully clothed, his hair a little wet.
"Are- are you okay?" I asked quietly, "did I upset you?"
"No," he blurted, "no you didn't it's just me being stupid." he sat down next to me on the bed.
"What's up Lukey?" I queried, reaching for his hand and entwining our fingers.
"It's- I-" he gulped.
•Luke•
"It's- I-" I visibly gulped as he waited for me to give him an answer, "I just... I don't think I'm ready for that kind of intimacy yet." I blurted. Bullshit, my mind spoke inwardly, you're a sexually frustrated teenage boy who wants nothing more than to be intimate with his boyfriend.
"Oh." was all Michael said, "well why didn't you say? Of course that's fine, whatever, it doesn't matter, whenever you're ready we can do whatever you want, just tell me if I push any boundaries-" he rambled on and my mind was screaming at me, he's disappointed now, can't you see?
"I'm sorry," I said quickly, only making it seem more like I was telling the truth. The truth wasn't that I was scared of intimacy, it was more that I was ashamed of my body and all the scars that showed signs of weakness.
"Baby it's okay," Michael smiled, the most genuine smile I'd ever seen, full of heartwarming love which made my insides go fuzzy, "c'mere." he grinned, pulling me towards him in a hug.
"I swear, if I get ill I'm blaming you," I giggled.
"Aw but I haven't kissed you in like a week," Michael whined, poking my lip and making me frown at him.
"I'm not getting ill from you Mikey," I giggled.
"I'm barely ill," he argued, kissing my neck and making me melt. My heart raced as he left wet kisses on my neck and collar bone, sucking hard at the skin and then kissing the purple bruise.
"Michael that's really obvious," I breathed as he left another one right by it on my neck.
"But you're mine, everyone needs to see that," Michael whispered against my skin and it was taking all I had not to kiss him but I didn't want to get ill.
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a/n hIooeio gois I hope y'all are enjoying the story so far
I don't usually add authors notes bc no one gives a shit but oH WeLL
lately Muke have been making me feel things and it's NDKCSNSK
well okay bye now :))
~Teddy
