Secrets (Sanders Sides x Reader)

Trust

I said I would post this the same night :) I promise I'll do Virgil next chapter x

This is a week after Janus found out who you are, and you have gotten quite close - as friends

(Y/N)'s POV

I was listening to music in my room when Janus rose up and sat on my bed. "Have you ever heard of knocking?" I ask him very sarcastically, "Yeah...but I couldn't be bothered to sooo.." he answered a smirk growing on his face. I walked over to my bed and sat across from the deceitful side. 

"(Y/N)~"

"Yeah"

"Can I try something on you...but you need to trust me"

"Because trusting 'Deceit' is obviously the easiest thing to do" I said very sarcastically 

"I'm not joking, you need to trust me"

I rolled my eyes, but I agreed "Fine. What do I have to do?"

He shifted slightly before telling me to focus on him "(Y/N), do you trust me?"

"Yes" as soon as I said that I felt my head drop, I looked back up at Janus after a couple of seconds, but something felt wrong. Is his eye more yellow than normal? I don't know. I feel really tired all of a sudden, but I was still staring at him. Janus had a sad look on his face. I watched as he shifted again, accidently allowing me to see my reflection in the mirror behind him..

My eyes are Bright Yellow!

He is trying to control me again! That's why I needed to trust him. I have to find a way to stop him, I have to distract him, so I did the first thing that came to mind..

I slapped him!

He gasped and reached his gloved hand towards where I slapped him, during this time I snapped back to my senses, when I looked at him he looked confused "You slapped me?!"

He was confused! How is he confused!? Right now I don't care "DON'T EVER TRY TO CONTROL ME AGAIN!" 

"(Y/N), I-" He looked ashamed, I wanted to let him explain but I had trusted him and he betrayed me and right now that's what I care about - he hurt me!

"I don't want to hear it!"

"I'm Ssorry" I noticed that he started slurring his 'ssss', but I don't care at this point

"I'm really ssssorry, I just-" he has started hissing now, that only happens when he is really happy or really sad, but right now I am on a war path (I'm not creative)

"You just tried to control me!"

"I know but-" Why is he still going on..

"I don't care! Just leave!"

"(Y/N) pleassse" 

"NO MEANS NO JANUS! WHAT PART OF THAT DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND!?"

Finally he was quiet. But now he was looking at me with a mix of emotions: confusion, hurt, anger. Finally he said something that made my spine shiver.

"You know my name...How do you know my name!?"

I hadn't realised until that point that I called him by his real name and not 'Deceit', I never planned to tell him I knew his name "...it's a secret"

He didn't understand what I meant and started to get angry at this answer "No! I'm entitled to know this! How do-"

"It's a secret..and-" 

"And what?!" He was getting really impatient

"And I'm the Secret Keeper"

I have two questions. Would you guys like me to include other 'side plots' for example: Logicality. Also would you rather I make these longer and more detailed, or keep them how they are at the moment?

~SxoxoB <3