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Warning!

This book may mention things like: depression, suicide attempts, and drug usage, however, it gets better so please trust the process!

However, if you get triggered by the things I listed above, I do not recommend! 

If you need help with, please call a hotline, or talk to someone, if you wanna talk, my dm's are always open. You are wanted, and you are safe!

Let's get right into it!

Destination: Therapist office.

Time: 2pm

POV: Yours

I have been in and out of this office for about a year.

My parents got killed, so I felt into a deep hole, and I did not know where to go.

I still don't. Getting up is so hard, knowing I am alone, I got adopted by my rich aunt. She tries to show me she is there for me. But it does not matter, being here feels horrifying already.

"Hey Y/N, how are you?" my therapist asked.

"Fine." I replied.

I still process that I lost everything. I don't even want to.

"Hey, Y/N, when are you starting school?" she asked me.

"Wednesday, my aunt enrolled me to a private boarding school." I replied.

"That sounds great! So... why do you sound mad?" she asked.

"Because, I prefer staying in my old school, I have everyone I know there." I said as I laid on the couch.

Honestly, the school is the only thing I have from my old life. I don't even care if I had a couple of friends, I was happy, it kept the memory of my old life alive.

"Y/N, sometimes change is great." she said. My eyes stared at the wall silently, my look was dead, I looked hopeless and tired.

"I don't think it is." I said.

After the hour passed, I walked outside.

I saw my aunt waiting for me in her nice brand new black car.

I got in and stared at the window quietly.

She started driving, "How did it go?" she asked, "Fine." I replied.

The ride was quiet for about 15 minutes.

We stopped because of a stop light.

"Y/N, I want the best for you.. you know that.. right?" she asked.

I nodded.

"I never had a kid, but I have you now, I want what any parents want, to make their kids happy." she said and held my hand.

I felt a tear slip.

"Thank you." I said quietly.

I turned 16 next week.

My parents died on my 15th birthday, they were buying me a cake and a present.

But got shot on the way to their car.

I remember going to the crime scene and seeing blood splat on the car.

I fell on to my knees and started crying.

I do not want my life to continue.

But the pressure of my parents wanting me to continue is always on my back.

GUYS THIS STORY GET'S BETTER I PROMISE! IT IS NOT ALWAYS THIS SAD! 


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