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It has been a couple hours since you've been in the heavenly realm with Jinmi. The night immortal decided to let you stay at his palace. Jinmi and Xufeng hung out there as well.

You were fixing up a move you had a hard time improving when you had finally got it. You sighed in relief and sat down on the ground away from everyone else. You were meditating, trying to relax your self from your nerves and from the voice in your head talking to you.
"Why are you even here, Renxi? You know your too scared to even step out of the floral realm so why did you decide to?"
"Because something told me to go to the heavenly realm so I did. Now stop bothering me and go sleep." You sighed as you said those words in your head.
"Your a disgrace to mankind. How can you even be calm with yourself after what happened thousands of years ago? You froze all of the flowers in the floral realm which caused everyone to get sick. You can't admit it but that's why you were in that room for thousands of years. You're a burden to the floral realm. You're not a fairy."

You opened your eyes and sighed which caught the others attention.
"For the last time, stop talking to me and sleep! If I'm a burden to the floral realm then you're a burden to me because you always make me feel bad about myself now for the last time, please leave me alone!" Your eyes turned white causing the other s to look at each other in panic. They were confused on why you were talking to yourself.

You got up and quickly walked to the balcony of the palace, away from the others.

Jinmi's POV

We all heard Renxi have a fight with herself. I know that she has a voice in her head because she told me.
"What's wrong with her?" Phoenix asked and they both looked at me.
"Well, she is a rebellious fairy. When we were little she froze all of the flowers in the floral realm. They had to lock her up in a room for years just so that she can practice her magic on her own since no one knew anything about ice in the realm. She has had this voice in her head ever since mad it isn't a nice one. She's dealt with having to be alone, away from everyone and that's why she is so serious because she is mad at everyone in the realm. She accidentally froze the flowers, making everyone sick. She did not do it on purpose but they didn't listen to her. She's been an outcast since then and hates it when people bring that story up when she is around. When she is really angry her eyes turn a crystal white, like snow or ice." They looked at me shocked.
"So she is strong?! How much prowess does she have?" Fish fairy asked amused.
"Well I know she has a lot of prowess but I don't know how much. She has been held hostage since she we were children, I don't know much but I do know that she is fragile, just like ice being dropped to the floor or a snowflake melting quicker than all of the other ones." Fish fairy nodded.
Huh? Why is Fish Fairy so curious?

Renxi POV
I sighed and watched the stars. They were beautiful. I took off my glove and swayed my hands around lightly. A snowflake appeared. It shined beautifully in the star light. You were used to it though. You didn't realize someone was behind you while you were talking to the voice in your head.
"Renxi, your a frost immortal. Act like one. Why are you so stuck up?"
"Hmm well I don't know, maybe because I was STUCK IN A ROOM FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS!" I yelled and the voice groaned.
"Geez stop yelling. Your voice sounds really deep when you do so."
"Can you stop making me feel bad about myself? Why are you even in my head? To what? Make me hurt myself even more? If so then I'll jump off of this balcony. Right now." You swiftly got up on the balcony and spread out your arms.
"Is this what you want me to do? Fall to my tragic death?" I yelled at the voice and it didn't reply. I sighed and put my hands down.
"Why are you torturing me? All I did was ACCIDENTALLY freeze the realm. I was a kid I didn't even know what magic was back then. I asked for the realm to forgive me but they still look at me in fear...what is it that you all want so bad? Relief for yourself? I magically disappear and you all would be happy?" I put my head down and jump down from the balcony back onto the palace floor.
"I'm sorry. It's just that you've caused great harm to the floral realm. Some of them are still sick to this day. I don't know why the great floral fairy is so hard on you and Jinmi but I do know that if I'm being honest here, this is your fault."
"I-I know this is my fault but I didn't mean to hurt anyone, let alone make anyone sick." I said apologetically. I got on my knees and bowed as many times as I could.
"Please. I'm sorry for the pain I have caused you and the fairies in the realm. Please forgive me. It will never happen again. I have rapidly improved my power. I can leave the realm if you'd like..."
"I'm sorry I can't leave your mind until you experience love."
"What? What the hell is love?" I asked weirdly.
"It's a undeniable feeling you get when you talk to someone you like dearly."
"...so...Jinmi?" I asked confused but the voice chuckled.
"No that's a different kind of love. That's a love of friendship. The love I am talking about is the love where you fall in love with someone you have deep feelings for. Once you gain that love my voice will faintly leave your mind for good."
"Oh..." I sighed and started to play with the hem of my dress until I heard barely audible footsteps behind me. I turned around to see the immortal from earlier.
"Your highness?"
"Oh, Frost fairy. I'm sorry to disturb I just wanted to check on you since you had a temper tantrum in the palace." He chuckled and smiled at me. Immediately my eye brows rose.

What is this feeling in my heart?