SuFin-Look What You Left Behind

Part Fyra

(AN: Okay, the music thing is kind of annoying. This is the last time i'm gonna do that. Enjoy if ya want!)

FINLAND POV

        Within a rush I frantically heaved me woeful head up, soon to be sitting upward. Exhaling and then lifting the rest of myself out of bed, taking a peer at the lunette window beside me. Seems to me that a distraught morning, transformed it's self into a gruesome never ending day. Toggling around in my mind I poked around at my happy memories of Berwald wrapping his shielding arms around me from the nipping chill that snuck it's way into our room the previous night. Bringing up the memories of when I first fell for Berwald. That devastatingly raw wind that nearly rolled me right out of my sleeping bag. While Berwald shielded me, try to transfer his warmth to me. Although I had been terrified not knowing how much the Swede cared for me, deep down, I knew I wanted it; just as much as he did. 

        After being reunited with my joyous thoughts. I began to scatter around the thoughts that haunted my sleep every now and then. Independence, I wanted my own house. I wanted to be able to fight who I wanted to fight. Not who ever Berwald got into a bar fight with, and I want to have a war if I please to, which Berwald hasn't had in about 200 years. Believe me I do appreciate everything he does, but I want to be able to live knowing that I don't have to be supported by the bigger nations, als-

"T'no , wh're 're ya?" A voice bellowed from the bottom of the stairs. 

        Peeking head out from the door. I let out a careful yawn and then called over my shoulder.

"Don't worry Sve i'l be down im a minute I have to get changed!"

"Ok'y , hurry up or i'l h've t' c'me up th're ma self." 

        Frantically I sprinted across the room shoving my shirt off and plunging it into the pile of used clothes by the closet. The last thing I wanted was Berwald storming in and seducing me with his ice cold finger tips. Believe me if I wasn't awake before that happens then I will DEFIANTLY be wide awake afterwards.  Out of curiosity to see how much time he had actually given me I paced back and forth looking for Hanatamago. Reaching under my bed feeling for the energetic fluff ball, I silently heard the patient Swede humming "Three m'nutes, left". My eyes widened as I jolted off the floor and raced for the bathroom. Just barley being able to throw a white button down over my head and black slacks on my legs.  

        Abruptly the door flung open, relieving a eager yet intimidating Berwald venturing into the room. Not being able to help myself; I strut out of the bathroom giving him a wide wry smile and a quick wink. Berwald then replied with an eye roll and then a brief grunt. Not being able to control his affection, I was soon cast up into the air and then flung around his shoulders. 

"Berwald! Berwald! Put me down!!!!!"

I wined and then pounded on the mans muscular back bone. Finally giving up realizing that I could never win a battle against Su-san. After reaching the bottom of the stairs he finally set me down on the comfy love seat that was warm from his previous body heat being cast into the chair, while  he read the news from The UN. His morning routine of coarse. I looked up to see Sve's eyes flash with a glimpse of mischief and then looked down again  at my shuffling feet. To break the silence I cleared my throat and not willing to look into my partners eyes I drifted to starting out the window.

"Hey Sve?"

"Hm, ya T'no"

"Have you ever considered anything about, well um, my um In-independence.....?"

        Just as the question parted threw my two lips a heavy weight was dropped into the air. With a quick and loud inhale of air from Berwald I turned to see him face the other way. Which normally was a sign saying "Watch your next move, I'm on the edge!" Taking a gulp I focused my attention on the coat hung on the door frame. When a uneasy voice drifted into the room.

"N-n-no T'no, n'ver thought bout 't. Didn't kn'w ya wanted to leave m'."

        I gulped and turned around not facing Berwald, but the wooded exit.