that evening (jungri ff)

Epilogue

"Shit!" napapamura na lang ako habang nakatingin sa suot kong wrist watch.

Konting minuto na lamang at tatawagin na ang flight ko.

Nabasa na kaya n'ya? Paano kung hindi? Malalim akong humugot ng hininga.

Isang beses lang, isang beses lang n'ya sabihin na huwag na lang akong umalis ay hindi ko talaga gagawin.

Hell, God knows how much I want to spend my whole life with her. Suffering for two years without her is damn enough for me.

Tang ina, dinaya ko pa nga s'ya sa tawag kanina na naiba ang oras ng flight ko dahil akala ko pipigilan n'ya ako. Namura pa tuloy ako ni Jak dahil kung ano ba daw ang sinasabi ko.

Fine. It's now or never Dave Vinx Clor.

Kung hindi man s'ya dumating. It's time to let her go.

"Shit" mura ko sa sarili at tiningnan ulit ang oras sa telepono ko. Aba, nagbabakasakali lang naman ako sa text nya para pigilan akong umalis.

Napatitig tuloy ako sa lockscreen ko na litrato n'ya noong nasa Slovenia kami na mahimbing na natutulog sa tabi ko.

Hindi ko mapigilan na maalala 'yung isinulat ko doon sa letter sa kanya two years ago.

Diana,

Did you know why I am calling you Diana?

Aside from loving your adorable annoyed face. I wanted you to realize that there is someone who can call you Diana that you will remember as a friend and not because of who will give you command.

I also wanted you to love yourself, just like how much I appreciate who you are.

For now I need to say goodbye, because we need to start our brighter future for the next two years.

I only wish for your success, happiness, and good health while I am away.

I hope we can still read these letters to each other. I may not explain everything to you well, but I can do everything for you.

Weird. I really felt that love is so weird. I never had this kind of feeling into someone. When first time I met you, I am wondering what kind of feeling you had when you met your ex boyfriend.

Is it like this? Unpredictable? You have no idea what is something inside your mind and heart? Is it something like accident?

You are that someone I am not finding for back then. Hell, I didn't even thought of having a girlfriend or even a fling before.

But when I met you. I wanted to try some things, learned to discover new things, and be myself more. Heck, I never imagined that I will do this.

I hope you know how special you are despite of all the tough moments you've been through.

I don't know what will happened once I comeback. I am just wishing that destiny will be on our side.

But I love you, I love you so much. Even the destiny will be against us.

Let's create our own kind of ending. Let me love you eternally.