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Dave,
I know the days I had spend with you was too short. At some point, I don't know why the fuck it makes me sad.
I admit that you are annoying like hell, gosh I even thought throwing you out there at the bermuda triangle.
When the first time I met you, there's no something special I never thought that will grow towards you. Swear to God, you are not my type!
But, I guess you are right.. the world can turn upside down. We never knew what will happen for the next days of our life.
I even don't know, I am just a girl who are very uncertain in life. And suddenly woke up, feeling so weird everytime I spend my time with you.
I never thought that I would be happy and feel so wonderful with your corny jokes, annoying treatment and even when you bully me. I never thought I will write an apology letter because I feel bad and sad after your silent treatment towards me. Hell, It will be embarassing if I sent you that letter! Good thing I am good enough for throwing it on the random trashcan while I am walking there at the campus.
It feels so weird yet, I am so unsure with my feelings towards you.
I want to make it clearer as time will pass by but sad to know that you need to go and travel for 8613 miles away from me.
I don't have any plans to stopped you because I know how important to your parents your dream is.
Yet, I don't know why I am getting sad with the feeling of longing. I miss you, even you are just beside me right now.. writing your letter. Just the thought that I have only two hours left to smell you, to laugh with you, to annoy you and to do the things I want to do with you for the rest of my life makes me so sad like hell.
And I don't have any assurance when will I can do those things to you again. Fear crept into me.. what if's starting to run into my mind.
What if you found someone you're into there? More fun to be with? A mythic player? A pilates master? Your girlfriend material?
Will you still comeback here? Can we still open these letters to each other? Will I read that letter you are writing for me someday? Can I wait you? Will you still feel jelous when some guy approach me? Can you still take care of me until I get sober? Will I get the chance to admit, that I like you?
Whatever God planned for us, I hope it's both happy ending for us.
And I hope it's you...
My happy ending.
- Diana
BINABASA MO ANG
that evening (jungri ff)
FanficIn which Diana Evelyn Diaz (kyr) need to marry a man she rejected from the past *** Epistolary | Chatfic Written in: Tagalog Low case intended credits to the owner(s)/creator(s) of the media that's used