new beginnings // nick.austin

Part 7 :)

⚠️Warning: talk of Abuse, Rape and Self Harm⚠️

Thomas: Y/N would you like to join the hype house

I run and hug Thomas, almost in tears, i was so excited, i ran over to Addi and gave her a hug to

Addi: guessing that's a yes

Y/N: of course its's a yes

Ondreaz: sorry to ruin the moment but Tony and I really need to speak with Y/N, like alone, its desperate

I look at them then back at Addi, he gives the the 'it'll be fine' look so i walk into a separate room with the boy's following me. We walked into the room and closed the door, i still didn't want to look them so i turned away, my eye's already starting to tear up. 

Tony: Y/N you need to look at us if we're going to talk about this and get over it

I turn around in anger and shout at them, in tears

Y/N: GET OVER IT? GET FUCKING OVER IT? YOU LEFT ME IN A HOUSE WITH AN ABUSIVE MOTHER, AND MULTIPLE FUCKING RAPIST'S, YOU NEVER VISITED ONCE, NOT FUCKING ONCE

Ondreaz: you never texted us back or even opened the messages

Y/N: I DIDN'T WANT SEE YOUR NAME

Tony: then why did you expect us to visit

Y/N: if you came to visit then maybe the stuff that did happen, wouldn't have, if you came to visit, maybe mum wouldn't have had vodka for breakfast, lunch and dinner and hit me, if you had come to visit, maybe she wouldn't have had so many boyfriends that did such horrible things to me, one of them chocked me and made me fucking pass out, i could've fucking died, i woke up the next day with a mark around my neck from his hands, everyday from then on until i brought the ticket here, i would do one everyday

 I said pulling up me sleeve to reveal hundreds on cuts on my arms

Y/N: i promised that i wouldn't try and end it for your sake, even though i didn't want to be alive any longer, even though i was in so much mental and physical pain, even though i hated you so much for leaving i cared about they way you would feel if i died.

Ondreaz: look Y/N we are so sorry we didn't know about any of it, we are so so sorry, we know that you'll need time to forgive us and we will give you as much time as you need

They come towards me trying to hug me and i step away

Y/N: No, don't touch me, you said you would give me time, i need that time.  

I walk out of the room towards the living room where everyone else was, i stopped and looked at everyone looking at me, i looked at Nick. I was starting to tear up, i run up the Nick and I's room and locked the door. I just needed to cry, so i layed down with my head in a pillow and cried.

Nick's POV: 

After Y/N had gone into the room with her brother, we all heard shouting and looked at each other, i was so worried, i couldn't do anything thing to help her. After a while the shouting had stopped and Y/N walked out towards us, looked at her and she looked at me for a second before tearing up and running upstairs. I couldn't tell if i should run after her, so i waited a couple second. Then Tony and Ondreaz walked out of the room with tears streaming down their faces. Tony looks at me and mouths 

Tony: where is she?

I point to upstairs with my head and Ondreaz mouths to me

Ondreaz: go 

I nod and run towards the stairs, i feel someone grab my arm i look and see Darianka holding onto my arm with Noah stood behind her

Darianka: where do you think you're going, Teddy Bear

Nick: You can't call me that, only Y/N can

I pull my hand away from her grasp and start to go again

Noah: bro, you shouldn't go, she doesn't want to see you, especially after what you did last night

Nick: i dont care, i need to, she needs company, so i'm going, and what Darianka and  i did was a huge mistake, i should never have done it, i don't have feelings for anyone except for one person and that person is definitely not Darianka

I look at Darianka and start running up the stairs. When i get to the room i try to open it and it was locked, so i put in the numbers to the keypad and open the door, and lock it behind me.

Y/N's POV: 

No matter how hard i tried i couldn't stop crying, i slowed down and sat up with my head in hand's. I heard someone try to open the door and didn't think much of it until it opened, I didn't look up because i never wanted anyone to see me like this. I felt someone wrap their arms around me, so i turned and looked up and saw Nick. I didn't care about what he had done yesterday, i just needed someone. We stayed their for a while, i had stopped crying but was still upset. Nick let go of me, put his hand on the side of my face making me, look towards him he wiped the tears away from my face, i looked down again but he lifted my chin making me look at him. We looked into each other's eye's and started leaning in ...

Noah's POV: 

I wasn't going to stand around while Nick was up in a room alone with Y/N, so after a 30 minuets of nick going up, i couldn't take it anymore, so i ran up the stairs and burst in their room. They were about to kiss

Y/N's POV:

... I turned as quick as i could and saw Noah, stood in frame of the door, just looking at us. He rolled his eye's and walked away.

Y/N: Nick, sorry i have got to go

Nick: It's ok, go

I ran out trying to find him, asking everyone where he was, they all said that he walked out and slammed the door. I walked out of the house and looked around. Now i wish i never found him

Y/N: what the fuck, me and Nick didn't even kiss, and you're here with your tongue down her throat, don't bother talking to me again, i mean ever

Tears started to form in my eye's, i walked back into the house and everyone came up to me asking questions.

Micheal: find him?

Y/N: yeah, with his tongue down Darianka's throat

I rolled my eye's and walked back upstairs were Nick was waiting, i walked in and went over to the bed and laid next to him, with my head hid into the crook of his neck. More tears started to form and fall down my face, Nick just let me lay there, on his chest, he played with my hair and occasionally kissing my forehead. We sat there for hours, eventually i fell asleep in his arms, i felt safe, maybe something could happen between us

A/N

That was quite a long Part but i hope you enjoyed, please give me suggestion about what should happen, love you all, and thank you so so much for 191 views, it means so much to me, thank you again, okay i'm going to start writing a new part now, byeeeeeee :)

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