Y/N = bold
???= italics
I need you to pick me up
Oh my god, Y/N
please before i make a mistake
yeah sure, just tell me where you are
on top of some hill, i ran after Jaden and couldn't find him, i found my self at the beach, then came to a hill, and i feel nothing, i feel numb, i feel useless, i feel...
hey, hey, hey Y/N, you're not useless, just meet me at the pier as soon as you can we will talk them okay?
yeah, just please hurry
okay, ill see you soon
bye
I walked down the hill, tears stained on my cheeks, heading towards the pier, the sun beginning to rise above the horizon. When i found myself next to the pier i sat down on a bench waiting for my ride. All i could do was wait and think. After a few minuets of overthinking my whole life, i felt a tap on my shoulder which snapped me out of my thoughts, making me jump a bit.
???: sorry, i scared you
As i looked up and saw him, i felt relived, i got up from the bench and hugged him, almost tearing up again. I managed to pull myself together and let go look up at him
Y/N: thank you for coming Alex
Alex: anytime, i would do anything to make sure that you are safe
Y/N: did you tell anyone
Alex: im sorry, Kouvr wouldn't let me leave unless i told her where i was going, she knows when i lie so i told her, shes in the car
Y/N: its fine, i need some female support
I said laughing for the first time in hours
Alex: okay, lets get you home
Y/N: the hype house?
Alex: yeah
Y/N: but Nick? i can't stand to see his face and i live in the same room as him
Alex: you can stay with me and Kouvr, i'll get the blow up mattress, you can stay on their or i can and you could go on the bed with Kouvr
Y/N: really?
Alex: of course and Calvin and Patrick are filming a video for their channel where they sleep in our room, they've set up a fucking tent in our room, they'll make you laugh.
i laughed at the thought of the kind of things Calvin and Patrick do for content and fun
Alex: you can stay in our room for as long as you want
Y/N: Thank you Alex
Alex: lets get home
I nod and we walk of to Alex' car. As soon i get close to the car, Kouvr, jumps out of the car running towards me, she reaches me and engulfs me in a tight hug. Once we release from the hug, i look down not wanting her to see the tears and mascara running down my face. She wiped away my tears making me look up at her, once she saw my face i started tearing up again
Y/N: im sorry Kouvr
Kouvr: its not your fault, lets just go home, okay?
I nodded and we headed to Alex's car, Alex drove in the front while Kouvr and i went in the back, i just laid my head on her shoulder and she comforted me. I wasn't very long until we arrived at the Hype House, i was scared. I was scared of the confrontation to come. I was scared of seeing Nick's face and not being able to forgive him, but i was also scared of forgiving him, because i didn't want to get hurt again. I was a mess.
Once we got to the house, we all got out of the car, we walked up to the door and Alex opened it but he went in the house first to see if anyone was around, because i didn't want to talk to anyone. He came back outside to tell me and Kouvr that we could go in, so we walked in, we started walking to the stair case when i stopped. I saw Dre and Tony laying on each other sleeping on the couches, with their phone in their hands with my contact open. Everyone else was either in their rooms asleep or awake, or downstairs with Dre and Tony asleep on the other couches. I looked away to started walking towards Alex and Kouvr who has stopped on the stair case.
We went upstairs to their room and opened the door to see a massive tent the end of Alex and Kouvr's bed. Calvin was inside on the tent, as soon as he saw me he wiped the tired look of his face and replaced it with a happy and excited once and tackled me onto the bed hugging me, i laughed at his actions while hugging back. When he finally let go we got up then helped me up, hugging me again. I couldn't see Patrick anywhere to i asked Calvin where he was
Y/N: where's Patty?
He simply pointed towards the bathroom door which was slightly open, i walked over to the door and opened the door slowly hoping i wouldn't see anything (yk what i mean). But when i opened it i saw Patty in a chair holding a toy fishing rod, fishing in Alex and Kouvr's toilet. We all laughed which made Patrick look up at us, laughing along with us until he looked over at me. He gasped, dropped the fishing rod
Patrick: Y/N!!!
his jaw dropped, his eyes widened and he ran over to holding me tightly
Y/N: hi Patrick
I said to him, the my voice muffled from my head being on his chest. We stayed like that for a while, when we finally let go of each other he looked at me and said
Patrick: Y/N listen, tonight, even though it basically morning, so tomorrow as well, you will forget about whatever had happened, we are going to cheer you up, we are going to watch films in the tent, play smash bros, go fishing in Kouvr's fucking toilet if it makes you feel better, we are going to film a video for our channel, alex's channel, and yours. If you don't have one we will make you one. We are going to do anything you want us to, we will do anything that will make you feel better. You don't have to tell us anything about what happened, we will just have fun. Just us 5
I smiled at him and nodded.
Patrick: first we go fishing
Kouvr: really Patrick?
she said rolling her eyes
Patrick: of course, you interrupted my fishing session, now i would like to finish, whos joining?
Calvin: i am
Y/N: fuck it, me too
Alex: fuck no, i'm recording this shit, this is going to be great content
Kouvr: just no, i'm going to watch netflix
We all laughed, alex got his camera, while Calvin got chairs for us to sit on while "fishing". After filming, "fishing" and laughing for a bit we decided to play smash bros in the tent. We left the bathroom and walked into Alex's room where Kouvr was laying on the bed sleeping with some Barbie film playing. Alex went and turned the film off so that we could set it the game. We played for ages filming little bits for our YouTube channels every now and then, laughing the whole time. Finally we watched films and fell asleep.
A/N
I'm doing a lot over the summer holidays, so i'm going to aim to publish one Part every two days or publish the ones i make whenever i make then which, means there may be big gap between posts. You choose in the comments. Also please vote on the story it tells me that you are enjoying the story, and if i should carry on with the story or not.
Also thank you so much for 1.2K reads, and 34 votes, it means so much to me, love you all. Do you think their should be a name for you all, i've seen other writers do it, i was thinking maybe:
- roses
- teddybears
-bears
idk, anything that you can think of, comment it and ill pick one out soon, okay byeeeeeee :)
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