new beginnings // nick.austin

Part 13 :)

A/N

I'm going to start this off by saying i'm really sorry for not posting for the past 5 day's, i went on a holiday for a week and wasn't able to have much time away, i was on very long walks everyday and in restaurants in the evening. Again i am really sorry, i feel like i've let you all down :(

We pulled up outside the Sway House. and get out the car, i stop at the front door, remembering that Noah would be there, Jaden then stops as well, look behind him at me. He takes my hand in his pulling me into a hug, before opening the front door. We walk in, he closes the door behind me. I walk further into the house towards the living room, I look up and see all the sway boys playing video games. Noah looks up at me but i keep walking trying to keep any eye contact with anyone to a minimum, i couldn't deal with any confrontation, not today

Jaden: yo guy's, can Y/N stay for a couple of days?

(Tb = the boys)

Tb: yeah of course

Noah: i mean yeah i guess

Bryce: where will she sleep

Jaden: my room, as long as she's okay with it

He looked at me and i nodded

Josh: okay, sounds good

Jaden: k, we are going to go to the studio

Tb: k, speak later

Jaden and i went downstairs to the studio and decided to write a song together he said it would help get my feelings out in the open, so i started writing things about how i was feeling, i wrote things like:

" he used me for my body"

"he wants me to trust him"

"he told me i was the only one for him"

"i know i am more than my body"

"im not a toy to play with"

With those and many more idea's i started writing the lyrics. Once i had finished, I showed Jaden the lyrics and sung to him the beginning of the song acapella, telling him the beat of the song. We started making the backing track, most of it was made with a piano. The backing track and lyrics were now done, now all we had to do was record it, so i put the headphones on and stood infront of the microphone and started to sing the lyrics

"I'm more than

I'm more than

I'm more than

Body, let me see your body
Take off all your makeup and your clothes
Trust me, why don't you just trust me
You're the only beauty, show me more

You're not a dime a dozen
Oh, your skin is golden
Let me show the whole damn world
You're one in a billion
The only thing you're missin'
Is some tape over that mouth

Body, I'm more than my body
You can pack your things up
Buh-bye just go
Body, I'm more than my body
Don't owe you a thing
No, not at all

I'm not a toy to play with
Not just a sight to see and
My mind is worth its weight in gold
I'm not a dime a dozen
I know I'm worth just more than
You will ever know

Touch me, you just wanna feel me
You just wanna share me
You don't care at all
Trust you, why don't I just trust you
You just wanna use me
Now I know

Body, I'm more than my body
You will never get me
Buh-bye just go
I'm more than
I'm more than
I'm more than my body
I'm more than
I'm more than
I'm more than my body