new beginnings // nick.austin

Part 23 :)

Tony's POV: 

I woke up up to the rapid sound of the heart rate monitor going off, it was fast, abnormally fast, i looked over to Dre who looked like he had just woken up too, we looked at each other before running out of the room to find a doctor. We began running and shouting for help, patients, visitors, nurses, doctors, all kinds of people began to come down hallways and exit rooms as they heard us helplessly screaming for someone to help our little sister. I saw a doctor coming towards us and ran towards them.

Tony: please help my sister, the monitor started beeping really fast

Doctor: okay, we will help your sister, where is her room

Tony: follow me

I ran towards y/n's room again and pointed towards it for the doctor to go in and help her,when he got there more doctors and nurses followed him in

Doctor: im sorry but you'll need to stay out here

Tony: WHAT NO, THATS MY SISTER

Doctor: sorry sir but we need to 

I cried and nodded slightly before getting shut out of her room and looking around for Ondreaz again, i kept on looking around me, pacing the halls, finally i saw him and ran over to him. 

Tony: we cant go in, we cant go in, what is happening, what if something bad happens, 

Ondreaz: woah tony stop, slow down, she'll be fine

Tony: but, it was beeping really fast, what if something happens, what if we never see her again, what if

Ondreaz: TONY

I stop in my tracks and look at him

Ondreaz: she'll be fine, she is being taken care of, and remember she won't be in any pain because of the coma, so why don't we see Nick while we wait to hear about her

I nod my head and began walking towards room 217. When we get there, i open the door and walk in with Dre trailing behind me. Everyone stops their conversations and looks up at us as we walk in through the door, i look back up at them and immediately hear voices bombarding me with questions like

"how is y/n"

"i heard some beeping sound coming from her room earlier, is she ok?"

"how've you been"

I tried to ignore the questions as best as i could, but couldn't, until i saw

Tony: nick, you're ok

I ran over to him and gave him a hug

Nick: hey tony, how are you?

Tony: i'm ok i guess, but it could be better

Nick: how's y/n doing?

Ondreaz: she's in a coma, when we went to her room, we both fell asleep and woke up to the heart rate monitor beeping really fast, we have no clue what's happened, the doctor said that theres only a small chance she'll survive the night, but there's always hope

I looked over at dre and saw a tear forming in his eye, as it was about to drop,  i heard quite sobs coming from behind me. I turned back around to see Nick crying, he was trying to hold in his emotions, i could tell

Nick: it's all my fault, i did this to her, if only i wasn't such a fucking dick this would've never happened, she would never have done this to herself

Tony: this isn't your fault, she's been through so much for her age, it all got to her, she had been holding in her emotions for so long, all of the emotions she has ever felt all came rushing back to her at once and because of it she did the only thing she could think of to get rid of all the pain she has felt, in the past 18 years of her life, which was try end all of her pain

For hours we talked and talked about everything on our minds, but i could tell it was just to try and take everyone's focus off of the thing that was everyone's mind

y/n

All anyone wanted was for her to get better, to survive and live to see another day.

We talked for a while longer before hearing a knock on the door, then the door opening to reveal a doctor, the same one from before

Doctor: here you are, can i please speak to the family of y/n lopez

Dre and i exchanged a glance and faced the doctor again, knowing what we should say

Ondreaz: please doctor, we are all her family, if you need to say something you can tell all of us

Doctor: are you sure?

Tony: we are 

Doctor: ok, the fast beeping you heard was caused by a seizure, her body was already weak and in a coma, so she didn't feel anything, but as her body was so weak, she couldn't take it, i'm sorry but y/n didn't survive,

I was in shock

First i felt a hand rest on my back before rubbing it slightly, only to be engulfed in a hug, everyone else soon after. I could feel my eyes watering more and more, i stop holding in all my emotions any more, so i let them out. As the Tears welled from deep inside and coursed down my cheeks, they flowed down my face like a river escaping a dam. A solemn tear fell down my cheek; my body looked calm compared to how tangled my mind was. My chin trembled as more tears fell from my eyes, i bit my lip trying to suppress the urge to let out a painful shout. 

She is gone, she is really gone, my sister, my best friend, the strongest person i know is really gone, she will never get married, she will never have kids, never get a proper chance to say goodbye

A/N 

it's been so long since i've uploaded, i'm so sorry for leaving you all hanging,

i don't know if i should stop the story here, or if i should carry on with it because i don't know how to finish it, if there is another part then you'll be lucky, if you have any ideas for me to do to help end the story then ill use them, also i know this part is a big shorter than usual and i'm sorry 

anyway, i hope you enjoyed this part and didn't cry because i don't want to see any of you cry, and thank you so much for 8.2k reads, i love you all so much, byeeeeeeeeeeee :)

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