new beginnings to the end:
" i love you too but i can't go back, it's too much, i just keep letting everyone down, it just, i just, i can't"
moving to L.A. to get away from her abusive mother, mothers disgusting boyfriends, pitiful past and to forgo...
I woke up , with a huge smile on my face, i can't believe how my life has changed in only a few day's. I went from being a nothing to having amazing friends, having my brothers again and a almost boyfriend.
I turned around expecting to see Nick beside me, but i didn't, he wasn't there. I didn't think much of it, so i went on my phone, it was 10:56 am, i got up out of the bed hopped into the shower and got changed into
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the back of the jeans looked like
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I left my hair natural and did my makeup like
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Once i had finished getting ready, i made some TikTok's, i only posted two and saved all the others as draft's. After i made them i went downstairs to eat breakfast and try and find Nick. When i went downstairs I saw Addi and the Sway boys (apart from Noah) making tiktoks. I headed to the kitchen and found Tony eating cereal, i knew that he wouldn't like my jeans, but i did so i didn't care. I took some Cookie Crisp cereal from the pantry and went over to the fridge to get milk. I made my cereal and went to sit down on a chair by the table when i heard someone say something
Tony: Y/N? what are those ( "eedjat-jat pick our nose and eat it gyal, i am the realist gyal, i-i-i am the realist gyal"- Lady Leshurr Queen Speech 5, if you know you know)
I turned around, he was pointing at my jeans
Y/N: what do you mean?
Tony: what do you mean, what do i mean? half you're a$$ is showing, you need to change them
Y/N: oh yeah, that, i like these jeans, so no i'm not going to change and anyway's i'm still not talking to you
Tony: Number 1, those are barely jeans and can you forgot me, please?
Y/N: only if you don't make me change
Tony: i won't make you change but at least cover up a bit, like put a jacket around your waist or something
Y/N: fine, but i don't want to go and get one from my room for you're satisfaction, you get one
Tony: okay
He walks over to Addi and the sway boy's, so i follow behind him, he says to the group
Tony: does anyone have a jacket for Y/N?
Jaden: yeah i got one, but why do you need it
Y/N: he doesn't like my jeans
Kio: what's wrong with them, the look fine
Tony: they're not, they show half her a$$
I roll my eyes, as Jaden passes me his jacket, i turn around on purpose, trying to piss off Tony, walking over to the kitchen again, tying the jacket around my waist. I sit down and eat my cereal, when i remember that i haven't seen Nick all day. Once i finish my cereal i walk over to Addi again and ask her
Y/N: Hey Addi, do you know where Nick is?, i haven't seen him today!
Addi: um yeah, about that, he went out a few hours ago, with ...
Y/N: with who Addi *no answer* Addi who did he go out with
Addi: Darianka
My heart dropped, and i fell to the couch, with tears beginning to form in my eye's. I felt Addi put her arms around me. I didn't let the tears fall, we weren't even together, why was i getting so emotional. We sat there for a few hours while all the boy's made TikTok's. I started feeling really hot so i got up and told Addi i was getting some air. When i went out i went down onto the grass and stayed there for ages, just clearing my mind, i made a couple sad tiktok's and posted them, they got loads of comments saying thing's like "are you okay" "who hurt you" and things like that. After about 3 more hours i heard the gate open and a car pulled up, i heard the door open and laughter coming closer to me. It was Nick and Darianka. They stopped at the front door, Nick was about to open it when Darianka pushed him up against the wall and kissed him. I looked in shock, at first i could tell he was shocked, but he never pulled away. I couldn't watch it anymore so i got up and said
Y/N: ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME NICK? WHAT AM I TO YOU? A TOY? AN OBJECT THAT YOU JUST FUCK AND DUMP? OR SIMPLY A NOTHING
Everyone walked out of the house to see what was going on
Y/N: I cannot believe you, what they fuck is wrong with you Nick
I walk towards the door pushing past everyone, started running into the house, in tears. I made it all the way to the back door when i felt someone take my hand, i turned around to see...
A/N
who will it be? i think you all know who it's going to be, anyway, i love you all hope you enjoyed this Part, i know it is shorter than the usual Part's so i'm sorry about that, i wanted to leave it on a cliffhanger, so sorry about the small Part but, i'm writing the next one now so i can release it tomorrow, m'kay byeeeeeee :)
