Pleasures a Crime Worth Committing

Chapter Ten: Fresh Cases

As you got to your apartment, you ran to the bathroom, cleaning and dressing your wound. The cut was surprisingly deep. Sitting on you toilet, crying as you looked at it, remembering the fear you felt.

After you had finished, you got in the bath, trying your best to wash away your tears. As you did this, you got a text. From none other that Spencer Reid.

"Hey, I know I messed up Y/N. I broke out trust and your limits. I should have respected you and I apologize. I hope we can talk about this when ever your ready. Hope you feel better. Text me if you ever need anything."

You knew he felt bad about it, but what he did scared you. You had never seen Spencer like that. You didn't like it and he should have known that. Knife play is extremely serious, it's not just something you jump right into.

You didn't know who to head to about this, except for one person it might maybe understand your situation. Slowly dialing her number, you put the phone up to your ear, waiting for them to answer.

"Y/N! How are you?"

"Hey Grace, it's Y/N, I'm just calling you to tell you that something happened between me and the guy you set me up with."

"What happened! I wanna know everything!" She sounded super excited for you to tell her how everything went, expecting that everything went fine.

"First of all, you never told me the guy that you were setting me up with a Spencer Reid. If you told me that, I never would have let you set him up with me."

"Why? Reids great guy, I thought you would've gotten along well! Guess not.."

" I wouldn't have gone with him because of the fact that he's my coworker! We do get along well, but he really messed up tonight and didn't respect my limits."

"No way! I am so sorry, I didn't mean to put you in an uncomfortable situation with him! Also what happened? Do I need to have a chat with him?" You could tell through the phone that even Grace felt bad. Grace always did what was in your best interest. She would never do something like this on purpose to you. After all, she was one of the first people you actually met in this community in Virginia. She was also one of your overall best friends, she's just always been there for you.

"He got a little too aggressive with me and cut my wrist with one of his play knives, he said that he just spaced out and didn't realize what he was doing. It made me really uncomfortable and I just left as soon as it happened. He's a great guy, but I didn't expect for him to disrespect me like that."

"He did that?! I'm gonna have a talk with him. That is completely out of your comfort zone. Even I know that. Spencer is a good dominant, I don't understand why he wouldn't respect and care for your boundaries, especially at a time like that.I just thought you guys would've been a really great match because it's super hard to find a guy in this community, at least it was for me."

" I know all you were trying to do was help me and find me a good guy and honestly thank you for that. You're one of my best friends and I totally trust you with everything. Wait, why is it so hard for you to find a dom?" You asked, Grace was a super sweet girl and you've been friends with her ever since you had moved here. Why would a guy not want to be with her?

"Well, it's not like I look like you Y/N. I'm a plus size dark skin women, not many men in this community are attracted to that. They like girls like you who are pale, fit, and easy to throw around."

Grace had a point, she did struggle with guys when it came to her physical appearance, despite being one of the most beautiful girls you've ever seen in your entire life. Men in this community really need to update their preferences. It's shouldn't even be called a preference!