STUCK WITH U [Boyxboy] (Complete)

Chapter 16: the talk with the bros

Shaun's Point of View

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"Shaun you need to forgive yourself bro, everyone is worried about you because from the day Cali died you always say it's your fault but we are saying it's not your fault and even Cali's parents, they were thankful to you for making their daughter happy and for attempting to save her even if you can't swim back then. So please for Cali forgive yourself, and I am sure she wanted you to be free again and be truly happy. Please" Yohan said patting my back for comfort as I sob still crying my heart out.

I am sorry, my first love...

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"are you feeling lighter now" Yohan ask me as I let go of his touch and smiled at him as I sighed, but this time I felt for lighter like I have been able to breath again in how many years have past

"Yeah, I felt greater this time. Thanks to the both of you too bad Migel went back" I said as I look at the pool now more relaxed 

"we can just face time him and we will have a slumber party tonight specifically at your room" Ricky said as he wiggled his eye brows to me earning a fit of laughter from the three of us. I definitely felt relief , now I can move on from the past and face my present 

I just shook my head with a small smile on my face 

"I'd like that, let's call Migs and begin out slumber party" I said as I smirk at Ricks for his silliness 

"Thank you, for being by my side guys. Thank you" I said as we gave each other a group hug and we continue on laughing our asses 

"No problem man, we just want to help you. And the other person who wants to enter your life" Ricky said as I don't get what his last sentence was but who care maybe he was just babbling crazy random things again 

Yohan glared at Ricky after he talks as Ricky just smiled at him nervously, I am very sure this two idiots have a crazy secrets again, but like what I have said who cares for now as long as it doesn't involve my whole being.

"let's go?" Yohan said as I nod at him and started collecting my things that is now scattered at the table and my mini speaker faintly playing some Lauv song

"by the way were is Mom and dad? are they sleeping already or they are still watching some movie again?" I asked as we were walking towards the entrance of our door

"Nah they were sleeping when we get here and when  we saw you inside the pool not moving, man you really shake the hell out of your whole being" Yohan said as he look at me worried but still he smiled full of relief 

"yeah Yohan is right little Shaun, we were like panicking not knowing what to do as we struggle to open the pool area's door, gosh who would have locked it except you of course " Ricky said as he sighed "now I somehow felt  now  what you have felt way back then" he added as he patted my shoulder and gave me a sad look

I gave him a reassuring smile "yeah I got you" I said as we start walking towards my door 

"hey sup guys! what's popping there. You called late be thankful I haven't yet sleep" I heard Migel from Yohan's phone as he laugh awkwardly as he saw my state. I guess I look worst than how I feel.

Migel sighed deeply and I know he is now worrying sht out of him "Migs I am good now thanks you for being here with us, not physically here but you know your presence is here with us, and that's enough for me because I understand you brother" I said and gave him a grateful smile 

"how's your feeling bro, still keeping up? I know that you also know that I hope you for the best right just hang in there" he said like a nagging gramps

"yes gramps, and to be honest I felt relief how truly lighter than the past few years" I said with a small smile 

"yeah and I am positive that Nigel dude is helping you from moving on" he said as i look at him confused " what do you mean Migs?" I said 

as he sighed "Shaun, don't be so oblivous about your feelings for him he can help you and I can see he will take good care of you and your heart" he said.

"what do you really feel for him Shaun?" Yohan ask seriously while the two were looking at me curiously as i sighed before I answer them 

I open the door of my room as we all enter and I just straightly went to my room's windows and open it and letting the comforting cold wind brush my skin

"I really don't know" I sighed as I turn to look at them and be shocked and a little terrified because if looks were to kill I am probably six foot deep resting my hot body now 

"that's it? that's what you feel about him?" Ricky said as he went toward my frightened self and shook my body while taunting me. I sighed as I freed at his grip 

"Yeah I don't know what is this feeling called it looks very similar to what I have felt for Cali... b-but..." I said as I look away blushing an thank god our only source of light is the two lamps beside my bed  and the natural light coming from the moonlight 

"But?!" they all said chorus with wide eyes and very eager expression. I sighed at them their inner gossiper I bet is now wide awake 

"Just tell us your but not Shaun and don't make us beat that but out of yah" Migel said with his impatient voice. 

I chuckled at him "as if you can beat the sht out of me Migs, you were go far away I doubt that" I said laughing my heart out it really is good laughing 

I just stopped because I saw their serious faces and gave them nervous laugh

"easy tigers. I just felt odd when I first saw him with Yohan and the others and Nigel back then yes he is drop dead gorgeous that's given, and I like how when he play football he looks so dedicated and I felt shy whenever he's around that I didn't felt with Cali." I paused as I take a deep breath

"whenever I saw him I cant help thinking some crazy stuffs, I also got some wet dreams about him and mostly I can picture him with me when I grow old, like what Cali and I have promised" I sighed as Migel spoke

"what about the girl you have crush before what did you saw in her?" I just smiled sadly 

" I saw Cali in her, but I guess it was just my longings back then, but this feelings I have for Nigel... is somehow a little bit more special" I said smiling and look away because I can feel my face heating up as i can't control my smile going wide 

"dude... you really hit it bad this time" Ricky said as he pat my shoulder while they were laughing at me. this crazy people, but even if they were like that I am also glad they are like that and glad that they are helping me get through this. 

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