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Chap 16

It was about a year ago, when I met gigi. I went to a club that night, ready to get wasted or to the least, get laid.

I stumbled upon gigi, drunk as fuck. Completely wasted. Harry was on my mind. It was Harry here, it was Harry there. I even heard someone calling Harry and turned around, but no signs of him.

I was sat on a red sofa at the corner and a blonde starting coming towards the same sofa. That was the first time I had ever found someone attractive after Harry.

She took a seat beside me, completely ignoring my existence- but then there was me, I noticed every single little detail about the way her lips moved when she spoke. The way she spoke. Her smile was a killer.

Her side profile could make guys swoon over her easily, not that I wasn't already.

She was wearing a red silk dress, that had a cut to both of her legs, and it went upside till her hip bone. She was wearing golden high heals. Hoops dangling from her ears.

Her body shape could be seen through the dress. She had a slim waist and I had to stop myself from running my hands over it already. She had everything so fucking attractive.

She simply looked breathtaking.

Soon I noticed that she and her friend started saying goodbye to each other. I started getting excited, for something I didn't know. But I knew about my intentions.

She gave that killer smile to her again, as she waved and watched her friend leaving.

I even noticed her hands.

"You look breath taking"

I blurt out, after she rests her back on the sofa.

Her eyes avert to me.

She look at me and it was like she couldn't take her eyes off of me, much to my pleasure.

"Thank you so much, you look handsome as well"

I chuckle knowing I am wearing a black t-shirt and oversized jeans that became oversized because of my food disorder.

"Trust me I know I don't"

"Why would you say that?"

She asks, keeping her composure. I see, she's not trying to sound desperate or clingy.

"I mean, look at my outfit"

I chuckle again.

"You seem wasted"

"Seem? I am."

I confirm.

"I wish I could show you how the outfit has no affect on you. You're the most gorgeous human being I've laid my eyes on"

Gigi confess as my heart started beating faster. Trust me, I didn't know it could still beat. Even she is shocked about the words that came out of her mouth.

I shift my body closer to her, she turns her face towards me. Making us inches away from each other. I take a glance at her lips as soon as I get closer to her. After, my eyes went to lock with hers. And I noticethey were green as well.

My heart shattered at that very moment. My heart starting telling me that this was supposed to be Harry, not her. It started telling me that it was supposed to Harry pleasuring me. It was supposed to be him being here with me.

That was the closest I could get to him. So, I went for it.

I tried not to think of Harry cuz it wasn't fair to gigi. She was with me because she found me attractive, because she found me gorgeous.

But I was with her, cuz she had those green eyes. Still not the same as his. But they were green.

His were more gorgeous. I used to melt at the sight of his eyes. It was that part of him that got me the weakest. His eyes, and I would do anything.

But her's were just green. Just green in color. They didn't make me melt. They didn't make me do anything. They didn't give me that tingling feeling. They didn't make the shiver run through my whole body.

Only his eyes, only he was capable of doing that.

I asked gigi out right after we hooked up. She was shocked. Really shocked, as to why I would ask her out of no where. I didn't really remember anything in the morning. She told me what happened between us and that's when I remembered.

That was it and we got together.

It's not like I don't like her. I have no feelings towards her. It' those eyes. And being with her for a year, I noticed that she also has a similar smile to Harry.

I just can't let her go because of these two features of her.

Her voice is also deep.

You get what I mean.

I'm in love with the same person I was. I see that person in another person that I have no feelings for.

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