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Chap 12

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To say I've moved on from zayn is completely understatement; it's 2017 and I've shot a whole movie now.

It was a new and a fun experience. I've been doing interviews about it, I'm even getting ready for one now.

I haven't seen zayn's face since 2015, ever since our break up.

And I don't think if I even want to, anymore. I surely want him to be happy but something in me tells me that we'll go back to each other again and I can't quite afford that.

I miss him, I miss him a lot; more than I've ever missed anyone but I just can't see him.

I'm not even bitter towards him anymore, I'm well aware that I was last year in all the damn interviews but I'm over it now.

He did it for himself.

I always wanted him to be happy and live freely, that's what he's doing now so I should not have a problem with that.

What fucks up with my mind is that how come he said so easily that he doesn't want to stay with me.

Couple days before he was being so emotional and in love with me, how can someone be like that and suddenly say so much shit to you completely out of the blue?

I sigh once I realize I'm back to thinking about the things I shouldn't. There's no use and I've lost him.

I have to go on another interview with fionn. Fionn whitehead, one of the closest member of the cast to me.

He's great and he's the only one I can call my friend, somewhat. We get along well. I would say he thinks that I'm dumb but we still get on quite well with each other.

"Mate, you ready?"
Jeff, my manager asks while my stylist, Lou Teasdale gives my hair a last touch.

"Eh, yeah?"
I shrug.

"He is, but he did look like he was in a deep thought, han Harry?"

Lou asks and I nod.

"I was, I'm okay though. Let's gooo"

I cheer as Lou and Jeff follow me out of the room. Soon we all get in the car and arrive at the place where the interview is at.

"Bubble bees, bubble baths-"

I mumble to my own self until Jeff thinks it's a nice idea to interrupt me.

"Mate, what the fuck? Are you ever serious or?"

"I'm actually serious most of the times, I'm just in a happy mood today"

"Oh? Is that what it is?"

Jeff asks with his eyebrows raised and I give him a smile.

"Yes"

"Weird"

He confesses.

"There's nothing weird in being in a happy mood Jeff"

I snap, walking towards the door where he's leading me.

"You've just never been like this, you're being weird mate. I haven't seen you like this ever since, you know, him"

I know what he's trying to say and I hope this conversation ends soon.

"I'm trying to forget everything and focus on my future"

He nods and doesn't pushes it, which I'm glad for.

The interview seemed to go by quickly and good. I ended up telling them a knock knock joke which made fionn slightly annoyed of me.

"Harry?"

I heard Jeff call my name, I turned around to see him laying on my bed, his back resting on the headboard.

We were now in my house, in Los Angeles.

"Yeah?"

I asked with concern.

"Do you want to spend this weekend with me and Glenne?"

"Uh yeah? Sure. What are we doing?"

I agreed to his offer because today was the last interview for the movie, I'll be writing some songs for my very first album since I've went solo.

So, I'll be surely free for this weekend.

"Being a great friend, and a manager that I am, I just wanted to you to spend this last weekend of your freedom before you go back to work. So we're just gonna go out and about in town. We can do anything. Nothing specific has been planned"

He finishes with a proud smile, looking at me.

"Alright, sure lad. I'll be more than happy to do so"

I return him a smile.

The rest of the day passed by fast, Jeff left a while ago.

I was on my bed, reading a book when my eyes started feeling heavy and I was asleep in no time.

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