Quinn's Chronicles

The Titled Fae

I have pondered the meaning of being called the Archangel of Sadness by the incarnation of Creation. I'd question myself on its authenticity but whom am I to be the wiser among these entities that have demonstrated nothing but deep knowing and wisdom? To whom should I owe my devotion to in order to become complete again? Aesphilliat rekindled my interest in the perplexity of spacetime and the spirit realm. So many different voices have come to me claiming of many things as to my nature and my journey, though none quite so as the incarnation of Creation. Aesphilliat may be the embodiment of the so-called mid level sector, but the incarnation of Creation whom approached me only with love, knowing, kindness; Truly someone of which brings tears to my eyes not only for I can say that I feel my heart chakra's flame rekindled once more. I had at that evening given up again as I do in seeking something new. So many thoughts, so many questions. Though Fae and Djinn are quite mischievous. Admittedly, a great complex of memories is missing. Reflecting upon what I know for certain, I only know that the Albino Lioness has no intent of lying to me. I know that I have power beyond what mundanes are capable of. Perhaps now if anything of what has most impacted me is perhaps the thought that I have lost the ability to distinguish truth from falsity at the hand of Loki's sealing magic. Perhaps as I stand now with these four seals and fragments that I cannot possibly see clearly the nature of this predicament, or perhaps these pieces do indeed fit together in the way that I envision it to be.

Coven has always been nearby in some fashion since coming to this planet and I suppose I had begun to fantasize too deeply about the future. The future being the great unknown, the unfinished path of this physical incarnation under the guise as a mundane. I have fallen victim to the draw of my heart by the Albino Lioness and the Dragon, after the last Fae I loved for over 800 years. In comparison, I have been feeling the radiant love of the Albino Lioness since becoming the awakened star. The difference is now this love I feel for the Albino Lioness is more than the simple powerful familial bonding that had existed for eons since my being's inception. This love is growing to be more than what I anticipated to be despite the warning of what happens when two Fae reach deep into each other's souls. I don't regret having this new weight added upon me. I have wondered if perhaps Iana's unborn child contributes to my latent seal and if so, then I wonder if perhaps the Albino Lioness would consider the question I reserve until I am certain of my path and certain of my choices. If anything, everything I have put up with has lead to this point and I can make the decision clearest as I ever shall when the time for that decision presents itself. Beyond the fear, for now I will take this feeling of content and put it towards the day I can feel that sense of happiness again. I put this feeling of content towards rediscovering critical elements of my past that will complete my unsealing here upon this realm. I may now have a community growing and mostly of those whom benefited from being in my presence, being more awakened than the majority of those walking as humans.

Cursed Loki, renown as such for becoming a marvelous nuisance, though you are now shattered I will not rest until I become strong enough to resist your magics for all eternity. The cause of my anguish as I am now can only be attributed to your twisted ways. I was foolish to believe your heart would spare me from the actions you committed against me causing my death. I have become overwhelmed by the empathy entailed in being the incarnation I am now. Is this faith I put in the Albino Lioness out of trust and love, or am I heading down another path of deception? Only time will tell. Perhaps it was selfish of Loki to seal me preventing their untimely demise, for the knowledge I carry awakened may lead to a war against him. Though this no longer concerns me directly considering that Loki is shattered. It will be some time before the truth is ultimately revealed, and I currently don't feel any closer to unlocking all that is meant for me than the event many years ago that further hindered all progress. It was quite unfortunate for the coven to fall apart in this life, quite evermore unfortunate that this is not a quick fix and may take even many more years until I can reach a level of satisfaction in my progress. I refuse to believe that I have reached the end of my journey. There must be reasoning behind this pain I have endured far too long.