Telling Ray

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[OKAY! We still in Janell Pov. Just letting you babes know okie?]

Congratulations Mr. Tarren. You're a father" The doctor says. My mouth drops open. I was actually hoping Tarren wouldn't be the father so I could just forget about this situation.. Now how am I suppose to tell Ray?..

Tarren smiles widely. "Thanks doc" Tarren says. The doctor nods. "You can leave also" The doctor informs before leaving out the room. I get up out my chair, sighing. I am happy but also shocked.. Tarren wraps his arm around my waist. pulling me to his side. "Aren't you happy?!" Tarren says rather happy his self.

"I-Im happy" I give him a smile. He giggles. "You don't seem like it at all!" He says Once we get out the building he picks me up, swings me around in circles, kissing my cheek multiple. I laugh uncontrollably, grabbing his shoulders. "Stop it Tarren!" I laugh even more as he begins to kiss all over my face. "You know you love it" Tay says teasingly.

I giggle. "No seriously stop" i warn. Tay pouts. I pinch his cheek laughing. "Now take me home please" I state. He smiles. "Okay"

We got into his car, and drove off to my place. We talked through the whole ride about the baby. We discussed baby girl and boy names, how he or she would grow up and be raised, what kind of school we wanted our child to be in. I think Tay would be a great father.. We actually seem like a functioned couple.. But the thing is we aren't a couple.

When I get home, Ima have one of the boys to come pick me up so I can talk to Ray. Tarren parked in my drive way putting the gear in park. He placed his hands on his laps, looking at me. "Jay.." Tarren mumbled. "Hm?" 

"When you tell Ray about the pregnancy.. If nothing doesn't go right.. I'm here for you, alright?" Tarren utters. I nod. I hug him tightly. "Thanks.. A lot Tay" I whisper into his ear. He hugs me back, patting me on the back. "You're welcome. I'll see you later" 

I get out the car waving goodbye. He waves back smiling at me then drives off. I walk into the house and hear banging noises upstairs followed by Monica's loud moans and my brother's dirty talking. Ugh, that gets so annoying. My parent's don't even care either. 

I slam the door loudly on purpose. The loud noises stop. "JANELL! IS THAT YOU?!" My brother asked from upstairs. "YEAH!" I yell back. It was quiet for a while before he came jogging downstairs with a towel wrapped around his waist.

"Where you went girl?" He asked. Ok my bro is like my best friend too and been raising me since I was little and I always tell him everything. So why not tell him? I place my hand onto my stomach. "I'm pregnant Johnathan.." I say.

He frowns. "What? How the hell did you get pregnant?!" Johnathan yells. "The same way you and Monica doin' boy!" I yell back. "Watch yo' mouth lil' girl! Who the father?" He asked. "Tarren.. I just found out with him today" I murmured.

"Ohh that lil white boy? I like him. He seems aight. Now that Ray nigga. I don't know what you see in that boy but he look like a tranny-"

"Johnathan!" I shout. "What? I'n speaking true shit na' Jay" Johnathan puts his hands up in surrender. I smile, rolling my eyes. "Boy gon' back to yo' hoe upstairs" I push on his chest. "You know ma and dad gonna beat yo ass if they find out you preggo" Johnathan says in a warning tone.

"No they wont cuz' we WONT tell them. When they do i'll just move in with Tay. His parents seem to like me.." I murmured. "Riight. Well, ima get back to my thang now" Jonathan ruffles my hair, running back upstairs.

I shake my head, crossing my arms. That's the fourth girl he's had in his bed now. That boy gonna catch STD's one day if he keep it up. I take out my phone, dialing Ray's number. After a few rings he picked up.

"Hello?" Ray answers through the other side of the phone.

"Hey Ray.. I need to talk to you about.... Something important. Can you pick me up?" I asked. 

"Sure.. I'll be there in a second" Ray replied.

"Okay cool. See you here. Love you" I hang up after I said that, falling onto the couch, sighing deeply. I am soo nervous. After about five minutes the door bell rings. "I GOT IT!" I shout, mainly to Jonathan.

I quickly get up off the couch, walking towards the door, opening it. "Hey Ray" I give him a small smile. He smiles, taking a bouquet of roses from behind his back. "Hey baby" Ray says happily. I take the roses. "Oh.. They're beautiful" I mutter, walking into the kitchen, and placing them in the vase that already had water in it.

I walk back to the door. "Let's sit outside and talk.." I say. Ray nods, grabbing my hand and taking me to his car. We both got in just sitting there. "Okay. What is it?" Ray asked. "Well.. Ray before I get to the important part.. I just wanna let you know..." I stop.

I take in a deep breath. "I love you so much Ray... And I made an big mistake. I just... I was.. I don't know what the hell was wrong with me during that time.." I say.

"Wait.. W-What's wrong Janell you getting me worried" Ray says, giving me an puzzled look. "I'm pregnant..." I murmured. Ray eyes widen and he smiles. "Well that's good Janell! I mean why you gotta make it seem so bad?" Ray asked.

I look down staying quiet, messing around with my finger nails.. "The thing is.. During the time when me and you were.... Doing it.. I was kicking it with someone else..-" 

"Jay you're kidding right?.." Ray say, not believing his ears. "Today I went with the person I last did it with and he took an DNA test and it came out that he was the father..." I mumbled. Ray scoffs, unbelievably.

"So you been cheating on me huh? Was I not good enough for you? Or you just wanted to be a hoe?" Ray came at me with all these questions. "Ray I-" He cut me off. "Don't even say nothin' Janell. We both gave our virginity to each other and you go behind my back and cheat on me, AND get pregnant? How about you go ask for money and raise that child with the nigga you been getting down with behind my back! Don't even call me anymore because we're over straight up!" Ray raises his voice.

I felt tears quickly come to my eyes. I didn't want this.. "Get out my car Jay.." Ray says softly, not even looking at me. I began to cry silently, getting out the car. "You know what.. Forget chu Ray" I say, getting out the car, slamming his door, and running into my house.

To hell with him! I don't need him! He's such a damn jerk! I know I messed up but why couldn't he forgive me?! Tch, whatever like Tarren said If I need him he's always there for me. And that's where i'm going to. To Tarren.

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Daaaang o.o

Not Edited. Btw.

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