"Kim Jennie is YG's favorite artist"
"Jennie Kim always gets the best outfit"
"Jennie is so lazy"
"Jennie Kim has a bad attitude"
"Jennie was left out of the group during encores of how you like that"
"Jennie and Lisa fight? "
"Jennie wanted always to be in the spotlight "
"Jennie Kim is the princess of YG"
"I hate Jennie Kim.."
I threw my phone watching it crashed into pieces as it hits the cold pavement. Slipping down to the ground, i hugged myself.. feeling my own warmth comforting me as I shivered. Their words sliced every inch of my heart and soul.. no one notice it but it drained my light completely..
I wanted to scream for help but no one seems to hear my plea.. even her...My light.. my strength..
I was left alone to deal with my own battles. How i wish i could just end it all...
Gathering all my strength i stood up and walked inside my bathroom. Looking at my reflection, a familiar gorgeous girl stared back at me except I didn't recognize her anymore.. she's my spitting image and yet she's not me. My eyes are empty and dull even when they covered it up with perfect eye makeup. And just like that.. these perfect clothes made my skin burn that I immediately ripped it out of me.
I opened the shower then scrubbed myself till it made my milky white skin red. Trying to claw out that girl who used to burn in passion... that girl who always find light in this dark crazy world.
My sight became blurry as tears poured down my face mixing its warmth to the cold water till my eyes landed on the shave that is placed beside my soap. With a shaky hand i grabbed it and removed the blade then studied it. The silver thin sharp object seemed calling me out to just do it.. my skin are tingling waiting for it to come in contact.
One painful slash on the wrist can make everything go away.. can silence every words.. can stop a shattered heart from beating..
And so i did it with no hesitation..i saw my own blood oozing out in both of my wrist.
I close my eyes and pictured her beautiful warm smile that she used to give me.. those brown doll like eyes that was full of adoration and love.. those soft caring touches that i used to crave for.. and those lips who felt like a thousand matches burning my soul.
Even in my final moment Lisa still manage to seeped in to my thoughts.. atleast i get to relive those happy memories over and over again.
Don't worry world..
Jennie Ruby Kim is officially and forever signing out.
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Goodbye lullaby
Fanfiction"Kim Jennie is YG's favorite artist" "Jennie Kim always gets the best outfit" "Jennie is so lazy" "Jennie Kim has a bad attitude" "Jennie was left out of the group during encores of how you like that" "Jennie and Lisa fight? " "Jennie wanted always...
