Goodbye lullaby

Chapter 6

Rosé

We are all gathered in the studio to practice our new routine for our upcoming comeback. We gave our best and as much as possible get involve in producing our new master piece. Lisa killed the dance floor as always and taught us how to execute each step. Jisoo and I helped with the lyrics while Jennie practically did everything, she even talked to the producers and directors. Watching her working in her element amazed me. She was indeed born for this.

"Fuck!" Lisa exclaimed painfully while crouching and holding her right shoulder. Jennie immediately went to her aid and i could see the panic in her face. Its obvious that her feelings for Lisa are still there.

"Lis? Are you okay? Let me see.." she said worriedly while caressing Lisa's back, comforting her as much as she can. Staff immediately took some ice and a bottle of water. Our manager immediately contacted our medic just in case things are worst.

"I'm fine.." Lisa said almost out of breath without glancing at Jennie who sat right in front of her.

"Let me help you.." Jennie responded almost pleading.

Lisa harshly turned to her looking so pissed while avoiding her touch. "I said I'm fine." She said coldly.

"Yaah! Jennie is just worried about you you idiot! Don't be fucking stubborn!" Jisoo said angrily. Silence reigned the room making the staffs fidget awkwardly.

"No it's okay chu.. I was really a bit intrusive." Jennie said with a sad smile on her face. Luckily the medic arrived with our managers and took our position as they hovered and check Lisa.

I saw Jennie walking away, fading to the background. Without hesitation I immediately followed her. No one deserves to get hurt like that.. especially when you are just loving that person.

I found her at the vending machine trying to get some coffee when i heard her sniff.

"Unnie?"

"Jesus! You scared me Rosé." She said looking so startled. She immediately wiped her tears and composed herself trying to hide that pain.

"You know you can trust me unnie right?" Reassuring her with a smile.

"What are you talking about.." she answered while avoiding my eyes.

Without letting her explain further i hugged her. Giving every comfort i could. "Its okay unnie... you don't have to pretend in front of me.. I'm here.." whispering those words as i caress her back.

She stiffened at first from my sudden movements but later on relaxed as i heard her faint sobs.

"It hurts Rosé..."she whispered painfully.

"I know.. just let it all out.. I'm here..." I whispered back.

I hugged her and comforted her as much as I can. I thought loving someone who didn't love you back hurts but being "in love" with the right person at a wrong time is even worst.

You can get through this unnie..

Jisoo

"What the fuck is wrong with you Lalisa?! I thought we already settled this like adults." I was fuming mad. Walking back and forth in front of her. As soon as the medic finished putting kinesio tape on her pained shoulders and dismissed themselves, I immediately unleashed my wrath.

"I said i was fine. She won't stop and it's annoying..." she answered not meeting my angry gaze.

"Oh grow up!!!! I can see right through you! No matter how much you tried to hide it!! You are just hurt as she was!" I said almost screaming and breaking her eardrums. I don't care what the staffs might hear. I'm just so pissed on how she treated Jennie.. like she didn't even matter.

"What are you talking about.." she calmly said while giving me that bored look.

I stepped closer and crouch down till our eyes directly meet both my arms at her sides caging her in. With clenched jaw i said "You may act high and mighty now.. like you don't give a damn but listen closely Lisa.. that girl.. who obviously loves you very much despite how cruel and stupid you are won't be there for you forever. I just hope you made the right decision and don't regret this in the end, cause I will not be there to help you win her back. So fuck you and your stupid career! Jennie deserves better."' Before stomping away.

That girl gave me a massive headache! Why can't she just be true herself. Such a fucking coward!

Jennie

Everything seemed lighter since the day I cried my heart out. After Rosé confronted me I started talking about my feelings and finally got someone who could listen to my random thoughts. She was very patient and never pushed me to share, she waited till I am confident enough to express myself.

Every time I felt the world is on my shoulders she's there to lift it all up with me.

Practices, band meetings and conferences felt better. I was able to breathe and be my true self without having that fear. That fear that I may expose myself to the public and that I may risk Lisa's dream.

We started hanging out more than usual, i started calling her every time i felt that dark cold empty pit swallowing me again and she never fails to rescue me once more. We developed that certain bond that others wouldn't understand. She made me feel important and loved.

It's been a while that I felt like an actual human being. That I felt alive...