Day one

Can't be 

ERIN:
It was 4:30 in the morning and I felt very nauseous and sick witch is not normal for me I tried to just go back to sleep and ignored it but then I knew I was going to throw up so I ran to the Bathroom trying my best not to wake up a jay. Once I was finished I went back to bed to try to get some sleep. 
JAY:
It was about  5:30 and Erin was out of bed so I got up and went to the bathroom room and knocked on the door Erin honey you ok. Fine, I'll be out in a minute jay." (2 minutes later) erin baby what wrong. Nothing wrong jay come one we have to get the kid up and ready to go erin say." Erin stops talks to me what happened in their what wrong with you. " jay it nothing ok please just leave it alone erin says." Erin you know I can't do that come what wrong you are not leaving this room until you tell me. "Ugh fine I just don't tell to well and throw up a few times but I'm fine I feel fine ok erin says." Ok, baby, I'm sorry I just don't want to see you like this and I'm your husband, ok I know when something bothering you and I don't what you to have to go through things alone. "Ya jay I know can we just go get the kid up erin to says." Hey, I love it. "Ya Erin say."
(AT THE DISTRICT)
K: hey jay what up with Erin
J: I don't know she was really snappy this morning and she wouldn't tell me what wrong she said she did not feel well and that was all but I know it more then that Can you talk to her
K: sure thing but I'm warning you that is she tell me something that you don't need to know then I'm not going to tell you or ask me not to tell you I won't tell you but I will do everything I can to get her to tell you
J: ya ok I'll take what I can get
(12:30 PM)
K: when I walked into the locker room their Erin was throwing up. hey it ok I got you, Erin
E: Kim I'm fine the minute I say that I throw up again
K: so lay back on me and just take a minute................. about 5 minutes later I get up locked the locker room door and when back to erin. Erin when was your last period
E: Kim! I'm fine
K: no your not ok tell me or I will go to Voight and tell him
E: KIM! Please
K: Erin what are you so scared about
E: KIM! I'm not scared of anything will you jay back off
H: Erin open up now!
E: Hank I'm fine
H: we can her you two yelling from my desk Kim you go back to your desk Erin we are going to talk
E: so you her to interrogate me as well
H: Erin what the hell is up with you I overheard you were acting off so what going on
E: nothing ok
H: tell me or I will put you on desk duty for the rest of the month
E: Hank please just let go
H: ERIN CAMILLE LINDSAY VOIGHT WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU to TELL ME NOW!
E: HNAK I THINK IM PREGNANT OK YOU HAPPY I MIGHT BE PREGNANT! I knew her was fro real when she said my full name befor I become a halstead
H: Erin kiddo isn't that great
E: no I'm not ready to have another baby ok I have a lot in my plate between the kids and work and I just am not ready to bring another child into this world I told jay that we both agreed that we would wait a few more years and that we if we even wanted to have more kid but it just
H: ok ok it ok erin I know that your not ready for this again but you can do this I'm her jay her your team is here
E: Hank I don't what this right know
H: we know that but It happened
E: uhhhh
H: I come one I want you to go into my office lay down on the couch and get some rest I'll hold off jay but he going to want an explanation ok
E: hank I'm fine really
H: go this is nor up for discussion I'll send jay out for a few hours but you are going to tell him by the end of shift today
E: hank please don't make me do this not now and not like this ok I'm the one having this baby ok I'm the one that has to carry this baby for 9 months or even that seeing that all my child have been born a month early not to mention in the one that has to be in labor for 15 to more hours I'm the one that has to go throught the pain not jay or you so if I even am pregnant when I what to tell him or if I'm even going to tell him I will on my terms.
H: Erin comes on your going to tell him you did this the first time you. go pregnant do you even remember that
E: HANK! of course, I do it was the birth of my son not to mention how he got her so of course, I remember being pregnant with Noah ok
H: ok then you remember that you were scared out of your mind and scared to tell me but you did it and you are an amazing mom just like you will be to this child and the reason you're going to tell jay today is that he is worried about you and I need him on his game and he knows something is wrong with you and he knew that hell he snooped to asking Kim to find out was is wrong with you and I could hear you and Kim barking at each other from my office and I'm sure everyone else could ok you can even wait until ever one gone but he needs to know and quite frankly your talking how you talked when you first got pregnant ok he needs to know and you need to make this decision together
E: hank I would not kill mine and jay baby he would need to speak to me again
H: ok now go lay down I'm my office and try to get some rest because you look like you have been crying all night and ill finish your paperwork and hey you have until we get a case to tell him your pregnant because I need him on his game not worried about you and a million thing going through his head ok also one more thing you are on light desk work two
E: I need you to tell me I got this because right now I don't feel like I do at all
H: you at this kid no go get some rest
(LATTER THAT NIGHT)
H: erin kiddo.                                                                      E: umm hank                                                                    H: ya it me kid come on jay went to go get pick put the twins and Noah he said he be back to get you      
E: Hank please don't make me tell him not now ok, please
H: Erin kid I know your scared but it ok you have had 3 wonderful children that love you ok and Liam love you ok I'm not going to force you to talk him but like I said you have until we have a case to tell him or I will make you talk him. I won't have him running around her like a headless chicken trying to figure out what wrong with you ok
E: thx you
J: hey your ready
E: ya
(AT HOME)                                                                         J: well the kids are asleep you want to tell me what the hell is going ok with you and why we could hear you and Kim yelling at each other in the locker room early not to mention hank yelling at you witch he never dose
E: no not really ok I just want you to hold me in your arms and go to sleep ok, please
J: ok baby but I'm going to get it out of you one way or another
E: why did I marry a man that is so carrying
J: umm nice changing the subject and I have no clue but I'm glad you do
E: come on wait And as I say that I throw up in the bathroom to throw up and jay followed me to hold my hair and rub my back although he did not ask the question I through he was going to ask once I was done I laid in his arms for a while and then when to die for the night.