Day one

WHY!!!

ERIN:
it was 8oclock in the morning and I was going over Hailey house to get some answer I got out of bed and when into the bathroom to take a shower at head off to her place have of the team knew what she did and by have it was me jay hank and Kim. I got out the shower and left the house jay still sleep and the kids were at hanks for another day they wanted to stay and we said yes os that was that.
(AT HAILEY PLACE)
HA: ERIN!! I am so sorry I didn't mean to do what I did
E: oh ya how do you accidentally get into the shower with, my husband newsflash he married and after all we have done for you we took you in when you need help we true you I trusted you
HA: I know I know and I'm so sorry I - I was on some cocaine and some weed it was helping with the pain the meds I was given didn't work and I started doing it a few months ago I'm so sorry and I know that does not explain what I did and you and jay have done so much for me
E: you were doing drugs in the house with my kids what if they got into it look you need help and I don't even know what to say to you the one thing I am going to do is call hank and you are hoping to get clean and I'm not doing for you I'm doing it because it used to be addicted to drugs and it destroyed me until hank saved my life and I sis save your job by the way but you need help you do and I can't do that for you not after what you did and I really have to think about if I want to forgive you or if I will ever trust you again I have some thinking to do not to mention you messed with jay witch is messing with me and messing with the team so when you do come back to work don't say sorry just found on gain people trust back not to move your good for this team if you weren't I would of kick you out my self
HA: ERIN! wait for I'm sorry and I'm, going to do everything I can to gain your and jay trust back and the team but mostly your and jay what I did what wrong also do everything I can to get you to forgive me I also throw it all down the toilet and Kelly dropping Me off at a place in an hour I just need you to know how sorry I am and this will never happen again
E: action speaks louder then words and I hope you truly are sorry because someday I will have to start trusting you again but it up to you rather I trust you willing because I have forgiven you and truly know that this won't happen again or I trust you because I have to because of the job
(BACK AT HOME)
J: hey did it go
E: she was a high jay she being dropped off at a clinic and getting some help and I told that I didn't know if I will ever trust her again or forgive her. she said that she was going to do everything she could to make it up to us and jay if I'm being honest she looked like she was coming down form one she reminded me of myself I felt bad not about what she did but the fact she knew that she was losing it and what she did was wrong and their no way in hell I'm going to forgive her right away and it will be a long time like forever be for she can stay with us but I think after she gets the help we both need to talk to her and like I said don't get we wring she was wringing as hell with what she did but instead of trying to me or Kim or hell even hank she turned to drugs.
j: hey that not your fault and she was wrong very wrong but I see where you come to from now you know what I want to do the kid are at hanks I want to get in bed and your 4 months pregnant starting today so I want to see if I could fell the bay move and lay in bed with you.
E: I would love that but I think I have been in a lot of pain in the past week so I'm ok with not felling this baby kick me a whole bunch of times
J: ya ya ya come on mom let go snuggle on the couch
(THAT AFTERNOON)
J: hey you want some food I was thinking pizza or crapes
E: ahh bathroom and with that, I was trowing up again and jay was holding my hair and rubbing my back telling me it was going to be ok ... after a few minutes. we got back up and went to cough and jay fished ordering us pizza
J: so how are you feeling truly
E: a little pissed still I mean I honestly don't know if I can forgive her or trust her again and I know she going to get hell form hank and everyone at work
J: well ya she messed with me and mostly you we are a family and you know the team will turn their back on anyone that mess with you and ya I know she going to get it to form hank but are you sure you want to still work with her
E: ya like I said I don't want to have to train a hold new person and she brings something to the team that we need I am going to ask for hank to make her partner with Antonio sense he got back a few months ago or Kevin I don't know I'm going to call him later
J: ok try not to stress over it ok
E: ahh omg
J: what you ok
E she kicked I mean not that I haven't felt it before I mean seeing that I was in a whole lot of pain 24 hours ago but this is our baby say hi to it mom and dad and to cause me to have to go back to the hospital
J: that felling still surprises you doesn't it
E: ya it doses I miss my babies
J: you do
E: yes jay I do you should two
J: I'm kidding I miss our kiddos two but we could have some fun
E: I think having sex right now makes me think of what I saw yesterday and might make me throw up
J: ok ok but you will be mine one day
E: oh I can't wait for baby