Day one

Hidding something

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JAY: /HANK:
our day at this district was going pretty slow erin and Kim was meeting a ci so I took that as a chance to go talk to hank without her knowing what we were talking about. hey Voight, you got a minute. " sure thing jay what up hank say. why up with erin I know you talk to her yesterday day I mean we could all her you guy yell but that not the point is that I'm her husband I deserve to know what going on with her. "jay I know you are but she needs to be the one to tell you what going one and she will sooner or later ok hank say." hey hank we got a case Kim says." ok load, everyone, up in the garage jay you stay her and Kim have erin come in here as well and your running point until I get down there hank says." ok
ERIN:/JAY:/HANK:
E: hank we have a case
H: oh no I told you that you had until we got a case to tell him what was going on now your going to tell him because I need the both of you on your a game and that not going to happen as long as he runs around like a headless chicken trying to figure out what wrong with you and you doing the same trying to hide from him ok he deserves to know what going on
E: hank please don't please
H: erin I told you that you had until we got a case to tell him and you knew that at any minute that could happen ok I said what I said now tell him or the both of you will be of the case until you tell him
J: ok ok what the hell are you talking about erin baby what going on talk to me please I'm here for you and you know that
H: erin you tell him in the next 30 seconds or I will
E: hank come one this is about me and jay this has nothing to do with you
H: it dose when if affecter your work and his work
E: hank!
H: 10-9-8-7-6
E: JAY I MIGHT BE PREGNANT!!! I say at this point crying my eye out
H: Erin sit ok he loves you and I know that you know that and when you get like this and shut everyone is not good for anyone including you ok my god as your father is to protect you and to find out what wrong with you and in order two protect you I have to know that you're on your a game and when you hid thing like this or Shute people out and don't rely on your team or your family that when thing goes wrong and you get hurt the team getq hurt. and I don't say this because I want to make thing hard on you I say this because I love you and I care about you not to mention that you are a great mom and your kids love you and jay love you hey look at me he needs to know the one thing that I vow to never let you do again was fall back in that hole that you dig for your self when you scared you two go home you can join in on the case tomorrow. I love you erin and I only what best she it comes to keeping you safe out on the job and I can't do when you get like this.
E: I love you two and jay I'm sorry for not telling you
J: erin baby are you say that we might be having another baby why were you so scared to tell me that I would love to have another baby with you. hank is right you are a great mom and I would have a million kids with you if I could baby talk to me why did that scare you ]
E: because jay I'm not ready for another kid yet I fell like I'm losing a grip on the family I have now and I just don't think it right to bring another kid into this world like this I mean
J: hey you are a great mom and your kids love you so much I love you so much and it ok to fell a little overwhelmed but it ok I fell that you are doing great just because we need some help getting the kids to school or picking them up I love you and I think you know all of this you just are scaring your self ok come here and as I say that I pull erin into a hug and hold her for about 2 minutes them we grab our thing and leave
ERIN:
I and jay were on our way to the drug store to get a pregnancy test to see if I was having baby number 5 and as much as I love the twins I didn't think we can handle another set of 2 or 3 for that matter if I am pregnant I just what one even though I know that I have no control over that we pulled up at the store and jay goes in I stayed in the car I was still nervous about this and my anxiety was acting up again and I'm not sure why jay and hank are right and I don't know I mean to tell you the trust im scared out of my mind to have another kid and I don't know why but I am and I can't shake the feeling. jay get back I the car and I snap out of thought he looks at me and starts rubbing my back he asked me if I was ok and I say jay I don't know why I'm making such a big deal of this I mean we have had 3 kid already I just don't know why I can't shake the feeling I'm scared jay and I didn't know how to not be. erin you should have to force your self not to be scared it ok to be nervous you could be having another baby with is not an easy thing to down the time comes but kit all worth it in the end and after the twins, pregnancy being high risk. let must go take the test and if you are we can go from there
(AT HOME)
J: ill be right her erin f you need me
E: what about the kid's jay
J: I already told Platt that we were at home and could pick up Noah and the twins and lima is the same he gets home at 5:30 after practice and it only 12:00 so we have time I'm right her go take the test about 5 minutes later erin walk out of the bathroom crying   baby what does it say
E: jay  I'm pregnant we are having another baby
J: omg we are baby I'm so happy how do you fell
E: I fell hoe 9i felt the first time I got pregnant nervous and scared I don't know I mean I love our kid and I'm happy to have another baby with you I just don't know why I can't fell half and not scared out of my mind
J: well you haven't gotten much sleep lately so  why dint you go lay down get some sleep ill go get the Noah and the twins and pick up dinner we go this and I love you with all my heart
E: I love you tow and I could not do this without you