To Rise From the Ashes (A Lost Prophecy)

If only they knew

{Felicity's POV (unedited)}

I tried my absolute best to not feel anything, for the people, who once cared, now against me, and that too without anything to prove my that I am at fault. I never really had friends, except Skyler, but I did maintain a proper relationship with everyone by my side if I needed that position, and most of all if I needed affection from people. 

My feelings for my parents turned towards hurt and anger, which was once respect and love for them. My dad and I were sometimes strangers, never really noticing the appearance of each other inside the house, since either one of us were always out of the house. Maybe that's why I didn't really feel anything towards him when he said he was at fault, and to have punished me for something I haven't done. I knew he would say that because he loved his rank and status and would do anything to maintain it even if his family was down in the deepest of the oceans, drowning. 

I always asked my mom about why my father never really cared, but she always diverged the topic saying that he went through the highest and lowest just to provide for us, and of course for himself. My mother and I were close, but not close enough for me to open up about my personal life and preferences. 

But I will always appreciate her for standing up to me even if she couldn't really help me, but that was all I needed. I've always noticed my father loving my little sister more than myself, for that I don't know, but I felt bad about it, and I never really told anyone about it, like what difference is it going to make?

He would push it off like nothing really ever happened, or he would say I just love the attention too much. But we both know that it isn't true, because I love the attention from my family more than anyone else. 

My little sister, was the core of our family. She had more attention, more love, and more care from mom and dad, which hurt me a lot of course, bu I've gotten used to it.

But I would do anything for her too, since I loved her the most.

Growing up in a rich lifestyle wasn't easy, as everyone thinks of it to be. People around you look for the money, and would only be with you, no they are there for the money. This is another reason I don't really trust anyone, and when you need them, they are never there.

My parents weren't always there for me, since I have never asked them to be, nor have I told them anything.

I left the hospital, with a heavy heart, Thankfully the doctor, and packed some important things that I might need on my journey for survival.

The best part is, I don't have many memories with everyone and everywhere, which would make it almost impossible to leave this place. I will miss Skyler, He was like my brother, always there for me, but I never wanted anyone to be personal, you would never know whos the one to trust and the whos the foe in the ship.

As I walked out of the hospital, I got many pity stares from the people around me. 

If only they knew. 

I walked a distance towards the Pack house, since I needed the approval from the Alpha though he made it clear enough, that he wanted me gone.

Maybe I would be banished after his son's, the soon to be Alpha's birthday. I would have to leave, since he would know the truth by the time I would have reached there, and would have wanted me gone but then.

I looked back at the Pack hospital from a distance, and smiled at a thought. I never really went there, since I rarely faced injuries, maybe I went there only for my checkup's. My family was always surprised at the speed my body heals, since I am a nonshifter for a werewolf.