Admiration for my own blood

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(Felicity's POV) (unedited)

My amber eyes trailed down to the brunette haired girl, through my window. Her feminine features stood out, as she leads the pack through the pack training. People around her adored her, for she was perfect. She just needed her mate to complete her life of perfection, for that was who she was.

She was a goody-two-shoes, always did what others told her to, and she maintained her reputation. But I did the same, what could I have done wrong then?

Because of her beautiful features that outlined her character and personality, anyone would have mistaken her to be the Alpha female. But, she was to be the next Beta in line, to assist the soon to be Alpha and his pack, even though she was a woman, not a man, unlike the system had flown.

But she was the only daughter of the Beta, and because the Beta was highly trusted by the Alpha in our pack. They did not want any other person to replace the Beta's family, even if she was just a woman. Their trust was so high that it couldn't be missed by a blind man.

If she had a mate, who was an Alpha, you would have found her life to be of utter perfection.

Perfection, I smothered the word in my mouth, without making a noise.

She was perfect in every way, every path, every field of her life. She was everything that I was supposed to be, but I unfortunately am not. 

A misconception. Just a misconception. Once they know the truth, it's only a matter of time, that I would be just like her. Or I would regain my position once again.

These words kept replaying in my mind as if it were to comfort me. It was true, it is true.

She was in charge of training the pack today, as it would help her learn the duty of a Beta, so it wouldn't be hard to fulfill her duties, once she is a Beta.

She was making her pack members do their usual training, but this time she had joined them in their training to support the younger members of the pack, help their training to be smoother with her alongside, showing the figures to make them better fighters for the pack.

She acted like a Luna, and she was treated like one.....  yes she deserved it, but did she?

I was treated like I was nothing, just because I survived that fire?

I was to be treated like that, I deserved it!

But I will never destroy a person's happiness, just for my benefit.

No, I am not power-hungry. I was trained, I fought and I lived my dreams of being a Beta. And, my views of my destiny of being Beta, had changed disruptive, just because of one incident.

The years of me going rogue because I was ashamed to admit a fact that I had killed them, that I had started the fire.

That's why I survived it right?

NO, no I will not believe their lies and lose the trust that I have in my self.

I will not, cause I just cannot.

I am not ashamed of anything. I know I hadn't killed them, I hadn't started the fire. I know it all, only if they could see them.

Unfortunately, like in every story, there is a negative aspect. I am her sister. Was her sister. 

Being disowned by your own Blood isn't great you know? The people who are supposed to have your back, listen to you and help you............ I guess I was never destined for it all.

Or maybe. Is she my sister? Are they my blood? Maybe I will never know. Maybe, someday.

But, I had the rightful claim over being the next Beta as soon as the Alpha had taken his throne, of an Alpha.

I was the firstborn daughter of the Beta family, in the Midnight pack. Our family had a long line of Beta's. And I was the eldest, I had a claim over my title.

But I had lost it, just because of one incident, that I had taken no part in.

Just because of one incident.

And because of this, I am forced to admire my own blood, my rank, which all had belonged to me, once.

I was destined for it. But I just can't have it.

















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Hello, my lovely readers!

This is the first story that I have written so far, and I highly appreciate your views and comments for this story. Thank you all, your views are my encouragement to do the best and to keep writing.

I have written this part quite short, just for you all to get the basic concept of the story. More will be explained the next time we meet soon, that is if you would like to keep reading, and for that, I am more than grateful.

For the pictures, The one in the center is Felicia, below her, is her current Alpha Zander, Next to him is his luna, Lyna. Celine, her aunt is above the picture of the luna, and above Celine is Felicia's father and Beta, Kryste. Next to her father is her mother, Mia. On the left of her mother is her sister, Mikayla. Below Mikayla is Her Uncle, Moretti. Below Moretti is her best friend, Skyler.

Note that, the picture is not an exact form of the characters specified in the story, but just to give you a clue of who is who. Basically, all of them in the given pictures are her family.

And guys, over the next few chapters, its allllllllll going to be a flashback. The flashbacks are necessary as it gives the protagonist hints and clues, and why exactly she turned out to be like this.

Guys please do remember that this is just a view in the present, which will be continued after going through her past life. So technically, the story starts from the next chapter.

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{(1035 words) Part 2} approx.


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