BTS Oneshots

Insecure [JJK]

Warning(s): body shaming, cyber bullying.

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Look at her, she definitely gained more pounds!

Why does she even bother covering her body up? It doesn't make up for how bad it already is.

How disgusting, next.

You're telling me that this is the girl dating my idol?? Insane!

She should really go on a diet. It would gladly help her.

Wonder how much she is eating to look that bad. Even a grain of rice would fill me up.

The endless flow of comments surrounding your social media accounts became too much at this point. Ever since the release of Jungkook's mysterious girlfriend of two years came to light, fans were quick to investigate everything about you.

Since then, your privacy has become almost non existent. Of course, at first you didn't mind as there was not much to you.

But that changed when some fans went as far as taking pictures of you and posting them under their accounts, bashing you without a care in the world.

Now, even that wasn't enough for you to be upset because you knew what the consequences of dating an idol would be. Some would be supportive, some would be ready to bash the living daylights out of you and some don't give a damn. However, they were taking it way too far at this point.

Your droopy, almost empty eyes follow the rapidly disappearing comments as new ones appear, most having the most offensive stuff written down with the occasional supportive comment but your eyes wouldn't focus on them.

No, they couldn't.

The amount of hatred coming from individuals was way too overpowering, causing a sense of distress to overcome you.

Am I not good enough? Why are you being so rude? Do you understand that your every negative word and action is hurtful?

A shaky sigh leaves your lips as you turn off the laptop, away from the negativity, only leaving the pitch black screen to stare back at you.

It had been quite a while since people began their cyberbullying and it wasn't helping one bit when they had seen you going on a late night date with your boyfriend Jungkook.

You couldn't believe one wonderful night full of delicious food, fun-filled conversations, the long late night walk and the blissful feeling of being with Jungkook could be destroyed by a single person who started the rumors.

You hadn't taken note that there was someone following you throughout the night until the next morning when the photos came out.

It didn't seem like anything harmful as they already knew about the relationship but when the comments began to appear, the amount of hate was enough to make your heart drop to your stomach.

If there was something you were most uncomfortable of, it would definitely be people pointing out your not so "skinny" figure. You were never one to care about your figure, loving your full thighs, plump bum, and not so small breast rather it was something you always loved about yourself.

Now after witnessing the overwhelming amount of hate made you feel insecure about your own body.

"Y/n? Baby? Where are you?" The honey-like voice of your boyfriend breaks you from the trance you entered and momentarily makes you forget your worries.

You sigh and close the laptop. Taking a deep breath, you put on a smile and exit the study room and make your way to the living room. There Jungkook stood with a duffle bag and a small grocery bag in his hand.