(Ariana in MM)
This can't be happening. What the fuck is going on? Did she just tell me that she had sex with Shaun?
"Baby? You ight?" Shaun asked again.
"Don't fucking talk to me," I said, brushing him off.
"What? What the hell is going on?" he replied.
"Don't play stupid. Ariana told me about y'all 'tour'." I say.
He froze. "What? It was just a tour. Nothing more, nothing less," he says.
"Nahh nigga. She told me everything," I replied. "Goddd. And to think you just asked me out. How did I let this shit happened!?"
"You really gonna believe her?"
"To be honest Shaun, I don't know what to believe," I retorted, walking away.
He grabbed my wrist. "I'm not letting you leave like that," he says, pouting.
"Shaun, just leave me alone for awhile," I say, brushing him off, and walking away.
"Nahh babe-" he starts, but soon I was out of earshot.
Why did this have to happen? To me? To us? Ariana better be lying, cause if she isn't...
But Shaun.. He was so sweet, so perfect. This can't be real... Can it?
The rest of the day went by so fast. And to be real, I didn't really care.
In fourth period, Michelle asked me what was up. But I told her I didn't wanna talk about it.
On the bus ride home I sat by myself. Ariana and Tyra kept looking over at me and laughing. And I didn't care, cause I look better than both of the bitches anyway. But if I find out Ariana lied, I'm gonna beat her ass. Period.
As I was walking home, I heard Ariana call my name.
"Aaliyah? You okay?" she asked.
Ignore her Aaliyah. No drama. No drama. Don't get arrested for beating a hoe ass, I thought, as I kept walking.
"Aaliyah its okay. Not every nigga gonna be down for you like they say they are," she says, laughing.
I stop. "Ariana, get the fuck outta here with your reckless talk,"
"Don't beef with me, beef with your man," she replies.
I walk into my house and slammed the door.
"What's wrong Aaliyah?" mom asks.
"I don't wanna talk about right now," I replied.
I walked upstairs and stripped to nothing but a shirt and panties and fall onto my bed. My iPhone in my hand waiting for Shaun to text me when he got off from practice.
I can't let what Ariana said get to me. I still have to find out the truth from Shaun.
An hour or so later I get a text from Shaun:
Come outside
I got dressed, put on some leggings and my favorite hoodie and walked outside.
He was standing at the curb in gym shorts and a tank.
"Hey booh," he says.
"Don't 'booh' me. Shaun, what the hell happened today?" I asked.
"Damn, that's what I was trying to get to," he replied. "I don't know what all she told but half of that shit wasn't even true.
"Half? The fuck you talking about?" I retorted.
"Calm down baby," he said, grabbing me by the waist but I pushed him off. " Well she told me how she told you that we smashed during the tour. She lied. I gave her a tour. That's all. But we have had sex before..."
I freeze. "What?"
"We have had sex before... And sorta recently," he answered back.
"What the hell. And when was this Shaun?" I asked, getting angry.
"Okay so when she first came over to stay, as I was coming out the shower. She opened the door, " he replied. "I mean it was sorta my fault cause I forgot to lock the door. But later that night, she came in my room. I told her to leave but she wouldn't. Things happened. And yanno? It happened,"
"Shaunn. Why the hell didn't you tell me this," I asked, feeling hurt inside.
"I was. Eventually.."
I began to cry. "Nahh please baby don't cry," he said, wrapping his arms around me.
"Shaun, get the fuck out of my face," I said, as I walked away.
"Babe don't leave like that. C'mon now, we gotta finish talking," Shaun replied.
"Nahh. Shaun, I'm done. I don't ever wanna see yo ass again,"
"Nahh shawty don't say that..." he said, obviously hurt.
With that I slammed the door.
"What's wrong honey?" Mom asked, after I'm inside.
"Shaun and I just broke up," I replied, suddenly tears began to flow from my eyes. "He just asked me out today."
"Aw, I'm sorry baby," mom said, as she hugged me. "Maybe you guys are meant for each other in the future. You just can't see it right now."
"Yeah maybe so." I replied. "Thanks mom. I love you."
"I love you too hun,"
I walked upstairs to my bedroom and plopped down on my bed. So many thoughts going through my head and the only thing I could do was cry.
I never want to see Shaun again.
I went to the bathroom to take a shower, thinking that maybe that will help me. After I finished showering and changed, on my way downstairs, my phone vibrated.
It was Shaun.
I checked the messages, they read:
"Bae, please text me back."
"Why wont you talk to me?"
"I never finished explaining myself.."
"Bae don't act like you ain't getting these texts.."
"Text me back ASAP.."
I ignored them. I wasn't not in the mood to talk to Shaun, or anyone. I swear, if Ariana say one thing slick to me tomorrow...
After dinner I went back upstairs. I checked my phone and I had 50 unread messages from Shaun. I don't wanna talk to him, but I'm going to have to face this situation eventually. But maybe not tonight.
I turned on Grand Piano by Nicki Minaj and hopped into bed. I dried my eyes and pulled the sheets over my head. I don't know how I'm gonna sleep but I guess I'll have to try..
