Chapter Forty-Seven:
( life at hogwarts )▂✫⌒*・゚
WHEN PEOPLE THINK OF Blaise Zabini, they might figure that he is a complicated person— his personality filled with complexities. Blaise does not see himself that way. In fact, he thinks he is rather a simple young man. He does not keep it a secret that he finds majority of his peers annoying, uninteresting, unintelligent (generally, the list could go on for ages). That is not complicated at all and he knows that it is written on his face. Is he a person filled with complexities? His answer is no, but apparently others say yes? He does not understand why. Sure, he hates showing emotions among others but that is because people should mind their own business and the only way they leave him alone is by assuming he does not like them (sometimes they are not wrong, other times he just does not care). Perhaps he would not be so distant if people in his first-year had not asked him 'is it true your mother killed/kills all of her lovers?' The amount of times some random student asked him that (of any year he still remembers the ones he sees everyday—like fuck you Crabbe, Goyle, Smith) irked him to no end that he punched two people because of it (now that he thinks about it... one of them had been Smith. The other? Well, funny story...).
Anyway, Blaise still does not see why he can be considered complexed. Is it because he rarely smiles? Blaise does not see why he has to smile all the time. There is no point to it. If he finds something amusing he will raise his eyebrows, smirk or maybe even snort to indicate that reaction but smile? Laugh? It feels almost forbidden to do that at school and yet there is one person who makes him feel that maybe there is a reason he should smile and laugh. Spencer Montague, a girl he has known of since his first-year but never really interacted with until fifth. It is odd to him how she found her way through the layers he has around his heart and snuck up on him like nothing.
He had to be honest. Blaise Zabini never really thought of Spencer as nothing more than a pretty and intelligent girl from Ravenclaw. He knew she came from a pureblooded family and that her sister is in the same house as him— nothing else. For the longest time, he was okay with not knowing much about either of them. And then, as life occasionally reminds him, he did the worst thing he has ever done in life. Some people do dumb mistakes and regret them— this is his: dating Morgana Montague. It is a memory he wishes to forget every single day because yes, he has kissed her before and maybe even made out with her. Does he regret it? Absolutely! He never truly liked her and those actions were just done hoping that he will somehow find a way to find something admirable about her, or to distract him from everything else. Blaise wanted to make his mother proud by finding a girl and yet he only found himself annoyed with the Slytherin above him. Though, maybe there is a slight benefit in having been in a relationship with Morgana— and truthfully, he is surprised to even admit that himself. While dating her, he has come to realize that there is one person Morgana hates with all of her soul (does she even have one?) apart from muggles, muggleborns, and bloodtraitors (the amount of times she spoke bad about them is one of the reasons why he thinks they are not bad at all).
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𝐄𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐘 ━ blaise zabini ✔️
Fanfictionreally, spencer did not mean to fall for her sister's ex-boyfriend. it just so happens that sometimes fate decides to interfere and correct the wrongs. blaise zabini x female oc ootp-tdh warning, this book consist violence and both physical and em...