Larry POV
It been a few months since I find out I have a son.
A son, with my beautiful Flynn ... still beautiful even with the scar on her face. I responsible, but she keep my baby. Why? I do everything bad to her.
I still see his little face, I only needed a glimpse ... I knew right away he was mine.
My baby.
Our baby.
"Larry, you ready?"
Yes. Come in you want a croissant? I have fruit too.
"Buddy you're happier every day! You are in such good spirits."
I am Stefan, I ... I have a son.
"Yes, I know you do. How you feeling about that?
Good ... I still happy ... but.
He sits down with me and pours some juice.
"I'm listening."
I want to think we make him, you know me and Flynn, not ...
"Larry 'you' fathered the child."
But I no remember ... I not make love with Flynn in Freeport ... I not remember everything but I know we not together ... Stefan it was Him, He do things to her, make her pregnant. Rape her ... beat her ...
"Memories coming back?"
Enough to know she got hurt bad. I I need see medical. I need to know!
"I don't think you're quite there yet Larry. Anyway, details won't help your healing."
I need know Stefan. Laurent won't tell me.
"Good. You can't handle it right now. You need some more time to process ..."
Oh Dieu! It that bad? I was supposed to keep her safe. I let HIM do awful things.
"Do you really believe that you let him? Do you think you were in control?"
I don't know. I not remember! I not remember Him raping her ... but He did. How else she get pregnant? I know she not let Him do it ... I not protect her!
All my feelings of guilt and confusion come flooding back. I was OK until I remember we not make love in the cottage. Maybe it happen before, we not use condom a few times. That it. Flynn get pregnant from us. Our lovemaking, my little boy born from love, not rage.
"Larry ... Larry, come back Buddy. Hey!"
Yeah, I sorry. I just ... I feel so confused.
"Larry it wasn't you."
I not protect her.
"You did not have the capacity to then, you do now. Tell me."
I go look out the window. I know deep down it was Him.
My happiness is slipping away.
"Come on Larry, you're in a better place now. You know the steps, I need you to say it."
He not me.
"That's right. Say it again."
He not me.
"Do you believe it?"
I guess. It ... it hard. Now I know just how deep I hurt her.
"Larry ..."
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The Holiday.
FanfictionA tragic accident left Flynn Stallworth wealthy, but alone. She's spent the last 9 months in and out of lawyer's offices, and fighting off her ex looking for a payday. Now that things have settled, time alone in the Bahamas is just what she needs. L...
