Unsure(Natasha x reader)

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Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x (female) reader
Warnings: Cussing
Word count: 676

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"You should just go for it," Steve declared for what seemed like the millionth time this hour. "What if she doesn't like girls though, then that'll be awkward. We'll never be friends after that. She might make fun of me. No, she wouldn't..." My rambling was cut off be Steve saying, "Then ask if she does." I swear sometimes I can't handle him. He acts like that's how easy it is. I couldn't help but stare at him like he just said 2 plus 2 is 8. "What? There's no other way to do it." Does he not think before he speaks? "There absolutely is, I could just hope she asks me first." I corrected. "She's way too pretty for me to talk to her first. I'm too shy. If she doesn't like girls, and I ask she might murder me or someth-" I stopped and realized Steve was staring right behind me.

I slowly turned my whole body to see who had just shocked Steve so much he could be used to charge your phone. Of course, I made eye contact with the whole subject of our conversation. She raised her eyebrow and said ,"Who will murder you?" I felt my face flush and heat up. "Well you see we were just talking about." I paused mid-sentence. Luckily for me I have an amazing best friend who finished for me. "We were talking about how you'd kill us if we didn't start focusing on our missions."

I nodded my head way too enthusiasticly and looked over at Steve to give him a big smile. "Speaking of missions we have one, come on." Steve and I hurried to get everything ready. As we were walking away I gave him a quick thumbs up.

~Time skipppp~

This was so unnecessarily hard. Nat decided to make me help her on this mission, and it just was not working out well. I couldn't keep my eyes off of her long enough to do anything. At least she didn't notice. Or I thought, until she remarked, "You need to focus on the task that we've been assigned." I froze where I was and pratically whispered, "You're right I'm sorry." She didn't even glance up. And all I could think was that I finally had my answer.

The rest of the mission went by really quickly, and the first thing I did when we were done was go to steeb. "She doesn't like girls. Actually she might just not like me." He gave me a very sympathetic look, "That really sucks. You'll find someone else when you're ready."

~whooopooosh time skip~

I sat in my room staring at the ceiling. It felt like hours went by until I felt someone sit on the bed next to me. "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. I DIDN'T HEAR YOU COME IN!" Nat looked at me blankly, "I wasn't being very quiet." It crossed my mind then that she was in fact a spy. Of course I wouldn't be able to hear her come in. So I waited... and waited.... and waited longer just for her to talk. Then when she did talk the only thing she said was, "Hi."

I stopped a second and then in the most high-pitched scream I scream I asked, "Do you like girls?" There was a long, unbearable silence. I was filled with ~gay panic~. She opened her mouth, closed it, then opened it again. "I think so." She furrowed her eyebrows, "I like you, but I don't know if I only like girls." My entire demeanor changed, "Its okay to be confused. Do you want to talk about it?" She smiled and kindly refused.

"Do you want to be my girlfriend?" Her smile grew. She nodded excitedly and gave me a hug.












(A/N hi I haven't been inspired recently, but I wanted to write a chapter that includes a group of people that I haven't included yet. So this is for my fellow lesbians♡♡)

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 15, 2020 ⏰

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