Marvel Oneshots

Insecurities (Loki X Reader)

Trigger warnings: insecurities
Word count:1084
Pairing: Loki x reader

It was early morning in the Avengers Tower,but everyone was awake. I walked out to get breakfast. There he was the God of Mischief himself,looking quite annoyed and leaning against a window. Of course I just had to walk over. "Loki,are you okay?" He shot me one of the most agitated expressions,rolled his eyes,and turned away. What is his problem? I made pancakes and made sure to make extra for Loki. I put the now finished food on a plate and attempted to hand it to him. He looked up,grabbed the plate,and dropped it on my head. Syrup ran down my face,and I was more than just mad. "What the hell is your problem?!" He rolled his eyes,"What's yours?" I picked up the plate,"If you can't just be kind then why are you even out of your room?" He stood up,"Why are you even here,nobody wants you." You looked down,"Well maybe I'll just leave!" With that I walked back to my room without even eating. I sat in a corner of my room and cried.

           ///               Loki's pov.              ///

Tony walked up to me after (y/n) had left,"What the hell?!" I looked down,realizing I took it a bit too far. This is all your fault. If you weren't so insecure she would be okay. I went to my room,thinking of what to do. I changed into less harsh clothing,considering I was in about half of my armor,with a green flash. I made an illusion of myself and made it go to (y/n)'s room. She opened the door and flicked me off. Then moved away from the door,inviting me in. "I'm really sorry." It said. She gave that me an annoyed look,"If you are really sorry then why aren't you here?" She then grabbed a book off of her nightstand and threw it,making it go through my illusion. Then she grabbed a knife from her nightstand drawer and threw that,too. Finally,I made the illusion go away.

  This whole scenario made me realize how much I loved her. Seeing her a mess really hurt. I began to break down,sobbing uncontrollably,realizing that any chance I once had is gone. As the tears streamed down my face,my thoughts were scrambled. One thing I knew for sure,though,is that I need to apologise.

  I walked over to her room and knocked quietly on the door. "Come in." I opened the door and walked in slowly,closing the door behind me. She looked up from the ground,and I saw her red,puffy eyes and tears streaming down her cheeks. She was curled up in a corner,but she moved to the side,grabbing the closest thing to her,which happened to be a journal,and threw it at me. I caught it in one hand,and she looked up,clearly shocked.

  I turned on a light,grabbed a blanket and sat next to her,wrapping the blanket around her.

                   ///          Your pov         ///

  Loki was actually in my room. He came over and wrapped a blanket around me. I realized his face was red and there were tear streaks on his face. Was he...crying? Was I just mistaken? I pushed myself away from him instinctively when he tried to push my h/c hair out of my face. He flinched his hand away,as if scared. I shot him an annoyed look. "What? Do you think I'm going to use my powers on you?" I wiggled my hand in a sarcastic manner. I could get inside of people's heads. Reading and controlling minds,letting them read mine,and illusions,it's understood why some people were scared at times. My eyes turn a bright green when I do so though. I turned away,closing my eyes,but Loki didn't notice. I entered his mind,hearing his thoughts but nothing more. Should I leave? She doesn't seem to want me here. "No,stay." He looked at me confused at first but soon realized. "Thank you,but please stay out of my mind." I didn't though. Can I hug you? I looked at him,clearly shocked. "I knew you wouldn't listen." My eyes faded from green to their normal silver as I stopped listening to his thoughts.

  "I really am sorry." I looked up,"Why'd you do it?" He looked down,"Because I kept telling myself that it was pointless to even feel anything toward you. That I'm useless and could never deserve someone that amazing." His voice cracked a lot and tears built up in his broken eyes.

           ///               Loki's pov.              ///

  Y/n looked up at me. She climbed onto my lap,sitting sideways. She wrapped her arms around my neck and put her forehead on my chest. I'm sure she could hear my heart racing. I slowly wrapped my arms around her. She looked up,"Do you trust me?" I nodded,"Okay well then don't panic." Her eyes starting turning bright green,and I kissed her cheek. Then I heard a voice in my head,her voice. That really hurt. I answered in my head. I'm sorry,I let insecurity get the best of me. She closed her eyes. But that's not the point of this. It was silent for a moment. I um I really like you. She sounded like a school girl. Do you trust me? She nodded. Well then don't panic. I said,repeating what she had said. I looked her in her eyes,lifted up her chin,and slammed our lips together. We parted,both needing air. I opened my eyes as she did the same. I saw her eyes slowly fade back into silver. Then she leant back in,closing the distance between us. After awhile I heard the door open a little too late and Steve came in. We pulled apart right after he saw. "I-I ca -can." I couldn't finish my sentence because I was so out of breath. Steve just slowly scooted out the door.

Author's note:
Hi I was never planning on adding to this story honestly, but I've gotten quite a few comments. First of all, I'd like to say thank you so much, and I will be attempting to continue this story if people still want that. So please tell me what you think. This is a chapter I've had written for a while, so I'm sorry if it isn't the best. :)