🍃🌹 what if the one you love loves your sister?
Are you willing to leave him behind for the sake of your sisters happiness?
Or are you going to fight for your love knowing you'll break their hearts?
Where are you going to stand in this mess wher...
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"soft smut"
Jungkooks POV
I slump on the hotel floor as I drunk another bottle of beer. I hate to admit that I'm running out of motivation. I've been asking several relatives and have been staying here in Australia for almost a week now yet I still don't have any clue where the fuck Rosie is.
Tomorrow I have to leave back to Korea without anything. I wanted to shout to the world how sorry I am and how I want to let the world know that I love her yet I couldn't.
Flashbacks of the first time we made love flooded in my mind as I look at the dark skies in the window.
It wasn't just sex. I should have known.
Flashback
"Do you love her Kooks?" Alice asked. I got startled. I didn't expect she'd ask me that crucial question. I got confuse. I was looking anywhere but her. I was sweating inspite the cold breeze. I don't know what to say. Seeing Alice still makes me regret those time I could have shown her how I love her yet when she asked those question, i wasn't even thinking on her the slightest because when she ask me about it Rosie's face plastered right in through my mind. I'm so bothered with that question. Am i? Did I finally moved on?
Do i really love her now?
"I ....i honestly don't know Alice." I whispered. I really don't know. I'm not sure if what I feel is love or maybe because me and Rosie fits so perfectly that maybe I cared for her now. I wasn't even sure and my mind is still a mess when Alice asked me another question.
"Do you still love me ?"
Fuck! It's like I'm being cornered. I haven't make up my mind yet and here I am confuse again. I was looking anywhere but her. I fucking don't know. I'm confuse that I couldn't utter any words.
"You know you have to stop Jungkook. I am getting married and when we talked last time I could still feel how you felt for me. We can't be together and it's not your fault nor mine. Not even Rosie's . Because even if she didn't stopped me before, we won't still end up together. Fate doesn't agree on both of us kooks. I deserve someone and you as well deserves someone who can love you like I love Mark. She loves you kook. More than anything in this world." she said as she taps my shoulders. I looked at her. Funny how when she said those words I wanted to agree on it so bad.
She was right. Me and Alice will never be together whether I want it or not and with that I nodded. "I know." I'm in the verge of crying because finally I can admit that Alice isn't for me and that yes, she deserves better than me. And maybe I deserved someone better too.
