The Wind's Jacket ll TAENNIE

CHAPTER 30

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Ｔａｅｈｙｕｎｇ ＰＯＶ

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I stared at Jennie's letter as I lay down on my bed. A month has passed since she left and I wasn't feeling any better, I felt like a part was taken away from me.

I really mean't it when I told her that she reminded me of an umbrella. They protect their loved ones from the pain, no minding to get hurt on the process; selfless.

But I'm not like her, I'm selfish..

I feel selfish for wanting her back..

I feel selfish for wanting to feel her embrace..

I feel selfish that I want her to stay with me..

Not everything will go according to your wishes.

A tear rolled down my face as I caressed the paper. I never left anywhere without it because I still have this lingering hope that she'll be back soon. 

She will be..

Everyday I pray for her to be healthy and well. I had wished that she will always be safe and emotionally stable. 

I placed the letter against my chest and my heart started hammering loudly against as if it felt her presence. I held on it tight and crouched until I hugged my knees, imagining that it was her.

There is no single day that I couldn't her off my mind. She had a big impact in my life more than I even realized. 

Just a single smile, makes my day whole.

Just a single gaze, makes my heart flutter.

Shit, I'm getting corny.

I ruffled my hair as I chuckled at myself. My gaze landed to the script on top of my desk. I stood up and took hold of it.

The play date has been moved.  Instead of having it this week, Ms. Stacey moved it in the first day of January. It will played infront of the whole town. Jennie is the leading role but she's not here, no one replaced her yet since Ms. Stacey said not to worry about it for she already made sure that she'll find someone soon.

I was disappointed when I heard about the news, I didn't want to be partners with anyone else but I have  to suck it up.

3 days left before we perform.

3 days left to New Years.

A new year is about to unfold and I hope that everything will be better. I had wished that everyone will be happy.

A new chapter is about to open as a new path was made. Every decision we made in our lives always make a difference. It will change no matter how big or small it is.

The value of learning or knowing whether your decision's outcome is good or bad, we still have to face all of the consequences of our actions.

I'm facing the consequences of not telling my feelings to Jennie when I had the chance. I'm disappointed at myself for not telling her how I feel before she left. We will never know when she'll comeback.

Jennie is unpredictable. She always has surprises in store.

I put the script back on my desk and walked towards the balcony window. I opened the window and fresh air was kissing my skin.

I inhaled then exhaled before letting out a sigh. I felt chills on my spine and  felt someone's gaze.

I looked at all directions but saw no one.

Maybe I'm just hallucinating...

I looked at my wrist watch and noticed the time.

12:45 am

It's getting late, I should head to bed. I turned my back, heading inside but I looked back to the city's scenery.

I shook my head, "You're just tired Taehyung-ah.", I mumbled as I locked the window and plopped down the bed.

I sleep earlier than I used to since my dreams is the only place where I could be with her.

I fluttered my eyes closed as I once let my imagination take over me.

See you in my dreams Jennie..

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While Taehyung slept peacefully, a figure stepped out from the cabinet and let out a low sigh.

The figure tiptoed near the bed and crouched down. It pushed Taehyung's hair back and smiled.

"I love you.. "

Then it left.

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HAPPY FIRST MONTH THE WIND'S JACKET!  */THROWS CONFETTI AT READERS;

I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT IT'LL LAST THIS LONG */WIPES NON EXISTENT TEARS; I'M REALLY THANKFUL TO ALL OF YOU READERS FOR READING THIS STORY OF MINE.

A MILLION OF THANK YOUS WOULD NOT BE ENOUGH TO EXPRESS MY GRATITUTE.

THANK YOU <3

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