Kade {girlxgirl} ©

Kade {Chapter Eleven}

✞Jade✞

The kiss ended when her religious uncle sprayed 'Holy Water' onto us and deemed us to hell if we didn't 'Clean ourselves of sin'.

The water stung my eyes and I walked home because Kacie stopped talking to me after the kiss.

I sighed and rolled over onto my stomach. My bed moved and creaked under my shifting.

The house was empty and the wind outside rattled my window. The air around me was frozen. My stomach growled.

I was hungry. I didn't want to get up.

You're bloated anyway

but you're recovering and it doesn't matter that you're bloated.

I blew air out of my cheeks and pulled myself out of the warm bed.

I trudged downstairs and into the kitchen. Coffee was already in the pot.
I frowned and touched the pot.

I sucked in a breath and jumped away from the hot coffee.

"Mom?" I called. Was she home?

I walked around the whole house, running back upstairs and checking each room.

No one was there.

Just as I was about to descend back downstairs the front door slammed open and cold air wafted around me.

I jumped back and away from the cold.

My mother walked in with bags in her arms. She was bundled up to the neck. Her winter clothes shielding her from the icy cold.

"Mmmhhh." She called. I chuckled slightly and walked down stairs. She took her scarf off and tried again.

"Jade!!"

"I'm coming!"

I helped her bring in the groceries and also helped put stuff away.

"I'm making Chicken Alfredo and garlic bread and yum!" My mother cheered.

I hopped up into the counter and peeled an orange. I plopped a piece in my mouth.

"Spit it out. What's the occasion?" I asked grimacing at the sour taste.

"Nothing's happening, what, can't I cook just because I want to feed my family?"

"You only have one kid, mom." I pointed out.

She swallowed.

"Jade, sweetie-" She started. Suspicion coursed through my veins as I took out a pair of tiny shoes.

baby shoes

"Don't 'Jade Sweetie' me. What's going on?" I hopped off of the counter and crossed my arms.

"We'll talk about it at dinner." She put her hands on her hips. I noticed her fingers graze her stomach.

no.

"No I think we can talk about it now." I said just as sternly.

"Jade-"

"Mom-"

"Jade!-"

"No Mom we can talk about it now!"

She sighed and wiped her hands on a towel. I shivered in the cold air and shut the window. I waited.

"Jade, I'm pregnant. Ok?" She rolled her eyes like it wasn't a big deal.

how dare her. to have the balls to being another child into this fucked up family?!

My cheeks warmed and my mouth dried.

raw anger.

I spit. The saliva missed her foot.

"Fuck you." I spat, hate laced my words and venom dripped from my mouth.

My failure of a Mother didn't say anything. She just turned around and opened a can of sauce.

I didn't even care who the father was. I stomped upstairs and attacked my pillow.

I screamed and punched the poor thing. I bit the pillow and cried, pulling my hair. Tears streamed and I pulled harder.

how could she bring a child into this world. the poor baby was going to be raised by 'me' and become just another failure.

fuck her
fuck this
fuck her
fuck her
fuck this
fuck her
fuck her
fuck this
fuck her

Fuck.

I ended up falling asleep in a mess of tears and an aching jaw. My pillow was wet with saliva and salt water.

^

I woke up to my door opening and a man walking into the room.

It was my father. What is he doing here? My breathing sped up and I bit the pillow again.
He waved.
I glared. His steps faltered.

"Hey sweetie."

don't sweetie me

"I guess you heard the good news!" He said cheerfully.

so you're the father huh? you'll be a great fucking father. leaving the child with a psychotic control freak.

He patted my leg and sat down on my bed. I was temped to kick him off.

"Look Jade, I'm trying to start over, with you, with your mom! I want to make things right."

My grip on the pillow tightened.

I released the pillow and curled into myself.

"Jade?"

"Fuck off, you bastard." I threw the words at him and he moved back in shock.

"Now Jade-"

"Get the fuck out you fucking dick!" I screamed. He flinched and got up slowly. He shut the door and I could hear him walking downstairs.

I grabbed my phone and slipped the headphones in. The music was deafening, just what I needed. Pierce the Veil screamed and cried in my ears. I calmed down.

I created a brick wall between myself and everyone else. The song changed Hospital for Souls by Bring Me The Horizon came on and the tears fell again.

I logged into Instagram and scrolled though the posts. I stopped at a something Kacie posted yesterday.

It was a picture of her and me at the Christmas party. We were holding hands and smiling. I smiled to myself, seeing the mistletoe in the backround.

'r u mine? i wanna be yours.'

that was the caption.

People commented asking if we were dating. I almost jumped with joy.

Instead,
I commented two red hearts.

yea kacie, ill be yours anytime.

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Weird chapter... Filler chapter! Heh

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