My Wallpaper (Complete)

Chapter 18

Sohyun's POV
I walked down the stairs and the first eye I met was with sehun, I quickly shifted my gaze to my parents. Just to ignored the confused feeling I am getting. I walked toward my dad,

"Happy birthday, Mr. Kim" before I could speak sehun and chanyeol reached my dad to wish him. I was stuck between my dad and sehun, even chanyeol contributed a bit by introducing himself.

Yesterday's night was really bothering me, so I quickly wished dad and turned to sehun, "we need to talk" I could feel blank stares from dad and chanyeol, but I cared less, the important thing now is to make my heart light by telling sehun to explain. He was shocked by my behavior, hence wasn't moving an inch. I grabbed his wrist and started walking backyard to talk peacefully.

"Why are you acting like this? You are hugging me without my consent, following me all day and also keeps on staring me. I don't like this things, please stay away from me." I blurted out all the things I was holding. And he was for sure shocked but he managed to answer.

"Its all because I like you, from the very beginning. At first I tried to name it just as a curiosity as I never laid my eyes on a girl and you keeps on getting my eyes on you but I realized it was more than curiosity, I felt as if you were the most beautiful creature on the earth. Even your angry stares make my heart melt. When Minjae approached you, I get the feeling of removing him from the earth. Even Chanyeol started sensing my changes, I could no longer hold my feelings for you, will you please be mine."

He stopped for a moment, waiting for my answer, but I kept quiet without a idea of how to answer him, I thought his confession during the trip was just to tease me but its a different story today.

"I know you also like me, you phone wallpaper says it all..." He was about to continue but I cut him short,
"It was a dare game, don't misunderstand." I didn't mean to let it out so coldly but he needed to know. His expression changed, I could see tears forming in his eyes, this was the a different Sehun infront of me. I regretted telling him but I was fed up of him following me all day.

Holding his tears hard he managed to speak, "S-sorry Sohyun-ah, I bothered you, but you should have told me in the beginning. I made myself a fool in front of you thinking that you also feel what I am feeling for you, I thought maybe- just maybe you are shy of accepting your feelings. However, I need to tell you, you are the first girl I have ever loved."

"But will you still keep the secret of my identity, its not like I am hiding my identity but just don't tell them..." This time I was cut short.

"You spent time with me and you still think I have no other works than to gossip about you. I never thought you would take me to be that way" this time he gave me a disgusted look. My heart ached, it felt as if I have lost a part of me. I shouldn't act this way, I was the one who asked him to leave me alone but his confession really sounded genuine, the more I think about it the more I was feeling guilty. I should celebrate as I have managed to get rid of my stalker but why am I unhappy. I sat on the bench and watched the now dark sky, the moon was behind the clouds, I thought the scene was also gloomy like me.

Maid came to call me as dad's cake cutting ceremony was to begin. I went inside, stood next to dad, the ceremony began but I was busy looking for Sehun, I was feeling guilty and his voice when he questioned me about not telling about the dare early kept on bothering me.

After the ceremony I went around looking for Sehun, but he was nowhere to be found, instead I found chanyeol, "Chanyeol- have you seen sehun?"
"No, you took him with you and he never returned."

"He left after we finished talking, can you call and ask him?"

Chanyeol nodded and called him, I could hear him talking, "ah, okay!..... You want me to come.....its okay I am coming." He then turned towards me and said, "No need to worry, he went home to take rest, he isn't a party type guy, he said he is having a headache, I will go to him"

I know what headache he is suffering, my heart again felt the sharp pain after realizing what I have done to him. I could never forgive myself for hurting him. I decided to apologize tomorrow when we return to school.