My Wallpaper (Complete)

Chapter 19

Sohyun's POV
I got up at 5 am, mom was shocked to see me up early but the truth is I wasn't able to sleep well. I kept on thinking about sehun. His words and eyes filled with tears made me feel guilty and something inside my heart tingled but I don't know why?

Everything was set before 8am, mom called me for breakfast, I walked to dinning table and saw dad was already there, reading his newspaper. I greeted and sat down.

"You are going back today, right?" Dad raised his gaze from newspaper to me. I nodded. "Hope you didn't forget your promise"

I smiled and replied, "I do remember dad, take your meal before it gets cold"
Dad happily ate his breakfast. Mom was again at the verge of crying. She wasn't at all happy with me leaving but I consoled her, telling her that I am returning at the end of this year and will stay with them forever and ever.

"Be careful on the way, driver must be waiting" mom spoke still trying hard to hold her tears.

"Mom, isn't sehun going with me?"

"Oh, I forgot to tell you, his mom called me to inform that he had work in the school and had left early."

I don't know why but this disappointed me. I think I am so selfish that even after treating him like a shit I have expected him to be waiting for me with a wide smile on his face. The thing that he is angry with me was clear. I really need to apologise.

I got in the car and within no time I was in front of the school gate. I asked the driver to stop outside the school gate and walked towards the dorm. My heart was still heavy, I was thinking of 101 ways to apologise to Sehun. Will he forgave me, he is a sweet person and I am the devil to hurt him. I shouldn't have blurted out the dare thing, it must have really hurt his emotion. After reaching dorm I found that yoojung went to library to study. With this long journey, I could feel that my breakfast was fully digested.

I walked to canteen to get lunch. I was walking by the footpaths when I saw Sehun, I was suddenly happy to see his face, it felt like years and a sudden urge to apologise to him made me run towards him. But my legs stopped when I saw the same girl who always approaches him behind him. She was carrying a box of chocolate. I could sense that Sehun was not accepting but she was forcing him to accept, I was about to go towards them and interfere but I saw something that burned my heart. Why am I feeling this way? I am the who rejected him, I just need to apologise to him, no other feelings at all. My appetite ran away and I ran back to room without even glancing back.

Sehun's POV
I woke up early, told Chanyeol to get ready by 7 am, I just don't want to see her face, not because I hate her, but the more I see her face the more I fall for her and I know that she will not liked me. Moreover I am embarrassed to be in front of him, who won't be embarrassed of what I did, I misunderstood and expressed all of me in front of her.

I felt as if I had no dignity, I was just a part of game for her and I thought she is reciprocating my feelings. But I was wrong, for the first time in my life I was wrong. We reached school and Chanyeol was still not believing that I was okay. He came to my room yesterday and I wasn't a bit shy to cry in front of him, he was so worried that he even wanted to spend the night at my house, on the other side I told him that I need to think this matter alone. I didn't tell him what I was going through neither did he ask, maybe he knew it has to be Sohyun and as always he wanted to talk when I am ready to share with him.

It was lunch time when Chanyeol wanted to eat lunch. He convinced me to go to canteen even when I didn't had the appetite. We went to canteen and walked to empty table to eat, after serving our own meal. A girl came towards me with a box of chocolate and started sharing her own one sided love story for me, was my one-sided love story not enough when I had to listen to hers also. I kept my lunch untouched and walked outside leaving Chanyeol alone. I messaged him that I am going to room, I am just not in the mood to eat. Maybe he understood, hence he replied it's okay, but the girl didn't understand, she kept on following me with chocolate in her hand.

I walked as fast as I could but suddenly stopped when I saw a familiar figure, she was walking like a lost girl, for a moment I just wanted to walk to her and hug her and tell her I missed her but the pride or maybe the brain signals me to stop embrassing myself. I quickly acted as if I didn't see her, I couldn't ignore her if I am free so I turned back, the girl who was following me was completely terrified. She thought I was going to shout on her, instead I took the box of chocolate from her hands and said, "Thank you for liking me" the girl was speechless. I could see she was happy but a sudden guilt struck me, I don't want to hurt her by giving her false hope, I don't want her to end up like me. So, I returned her chocolate and said "The girl I love is there and sorry I can't accept anything from you, I know she don't love me but I do, I will and nothing is going to change this. The beauty of love is to see the other one happy" I pointed to the footpath where Sohyun was just walking and was surprised to see no one there. Where had she gone. The girl was shocked at the same time convinced that she should let me live.