The love flick of 🅰️⚡️

DayOfDeparture fromD place calledDisruption,Arriving spotCalled peace 🅰️Ushers⚡️

What's authentic is life  will get worsening day by day ,u would have decided to be secretive atleast once in a life time just because of your desolation ...no one cares,we  used to reciprocate  something just like we are beholden and we procure something but that's a  complete Simpleton in this world ,no need to  show off clemency and the world is not worthy too,so These are the things mandatory for a human to survive in this world where emotions got antiquated and repulsive became  contemporary ....I bewildered of why the fuck I care for everyone ,at once ,loyalty that's the thing we expect but even those who were good will get change  according to the moods and circumstance.so no option other than ignoring but do anyone take revenge ? Yes they do retaliate ,but does he or she   go extreme ?for such matters even by keeping the work and our improvement  away and getting focusing on how we should make them get exasperate physically ..collision is not bravery .....that's an increment towards peoples  impact .but I haven't thought of making them get annoyed mentally .thats succeed .the mindset of Anu is she ignores everything because her precedence is a life with me with no peoples ,full of love and us ...that's the wish who knows ?peril can come from whichever and whomever but our togetherness has to tackle it ,and my mindset is keep worrying for silly things and getting abnormal and showing fortitude .Live with attitude orelse die with gratitude is the mindset of mine so it's not arrogant the world we are in will prejudice u will make u to feel and outburst your immense anger for  their humiliation .but yes there is no guidance for me to make me steady and in a right way ..But she elaborated everything Like a mom Now I used to keep my patience  nearby am the one who likes to make everything do Happen in expeditious way but later will be feeling like could have done better ..but Anu was demure ,her patience will be making her etiquette ...so I have been with this mindset like even I used to get anger of some peoples who spoke good to me but giggles behind me and unfollowing me .This kinda sillythings made me more  frustrating and that's being making others to feel the same by my immatured talk with Abusive words but this kinda person would able to control by one or few it's not pride .Disgraceful is not having. the ability to understand what  others are trying to say .And Anu was like a wizard  my innate qualities which was with me more than 20 years that has been changed by  her 8months advices along with survival .she was being ignoring her life and  deeply thinking  the possibilities of changing me ,day by day .finally Iam in the mindset of what she wants it from me .But Even physiognomy was little changed but onething that's not changing yet .Love and missing ...both are making me to feel like am in a hazard .. well when finally   Came to a conclusion like let me get relieve from this missing by watching tv or something Else .while hearing any songs ,she comes and disrupt my mood swing .then k u would implicate me to have a ride even that ride was commemorating all those  hapieness I had with Anu .So ambience was making me to evoke the moments happened with Anu ....my expectation is in a peak .Like a living after marriage has been craving by me to do experience right now .Thats a dance with a melliferous  music with precipitation ,and what was around us on that spot would have to be likeable by Anu .Fig and honey ice cream she loves to have .like instead of viewing  and getting adored by movie scenes or something else let's make everything do implement in our life flick .Life is all about to learn  ,get explicit ,get execute .So yes a juice with one straw .well cold coffee is ok ..That moment when she drank it and am nearby who is still watching  the way she drank like a kid and that's made me to forget the world and fell into her childish and bewitching visualization  on that spot which was regarded by god to do add some   Enchant  to my life  that's a sweet called Anu I  forgot the whole world and just looked at her .jan 4.so even now what Iam trying to utter has been making me to ruminate that eye catching visual ...yes  she loves foods and I love buying and making let her to have it alone  so that she eats patiently ,time exceeds and I will be getting a fortune called a chance to look  and adore  for a while ofwhat she was doing right ? That will make me to survive  in the days without Anu .with the captivating moments and visuals that I meticulously looked  ..Her eyes ,her eating everything .Expectation is  magnificent or whatever I like to experience everything with her .A fairytale ...to do execute all my imaginary things   I want her to be ethernal like the same as how we were right now .It takes  more years to fulfil my  appetite called love Even  at the age of 70 or like when we are about to die I will asking god to  do something like reincarnation or whatever or if I dead I will be  waiting to enjoy those days without her at past .I wasn't there .it got procrastinated .I won't  gratify even after death . My love is copious and  I want let  her to receive it minute by minute .At what Iam  little puzzled has been got distinct by myself through her advices .so fights ,and like adjournment can make peoples to look at u and your bravery but getting a name called chivalrous , caring ,lovable soul ,mine and Iam fine when he was with me ,this kinda reputation from bride is the  satisfaction that none other can  get it from anything else.iam naive ...butbeing the same will make let peoples to use you is a simple thing everyone got known was anonymous to me ...Finally what's pitiful is two things she is gonna undergo by being with me .Probably girls dream is to make her bf to be in a place called without domination and with attention of what does she teach ,like some men will hate learning from women .They might ponder like we are men and we need to teach .Even something that's not sure by us  shouldn't have taught by them .or they don't accept their teachings wholeheartedly ...well am not excavating the happenings of others life .let me conclude ,pity is  I want her  to be my teacher and let me  be her student ,so even for a designation called as teacher  has a liberation when certain age crossed, a liberation through  retirement .... But she doesn't has any sort of things like it .The teaching of her will persist till the last .and another pathetic is receiving endless annoyance through my ample love .................which will be making her to feel of why time moves hasty .Let it be unhurried so that she can get frozen and feel the love on that lovely execution of concern by me right ?... kindly  forgive me for the unbearable love  which was awaiting for u and from me .🅰️♥️as a men you will get such kinda hindrance or whatever through despicable people's exacerbation that will take u to the vexation ,abdication ,and whatever but u are not suppose to nod ,if u have a person to hold your hands when you your head about to bend downward at any circ with forlorn ...So my pillar is she ,the head of the protagonist (⚡️)called 🅰️and Her solace is He ,the superior 🅰️head's student called ⚡️